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    Yuna: We don’t typically do a cake for Shane now that he’s grown.

    Yuna: Granted, we’re usually out of town.

    Yuna: Why? Did you have something in mind?

     

    Again, the dots appeared and disappeared several times over the course of a few minutes.

     

    Ilya: i would love to make a cake for him. maybe we could make a cake together?

     

     

     

    ... a.k.a. Ilya and Yuna truly bond as they prepare for Shane's birthday, and Yuna realizes how wonderful it is to have someone new to love.

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    05 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya arrives in Montreal shortly after his father's funeral, and hits his breaking point, physically and mentally.

    (an angsty missing scene that I think we all deserved in episode 5)

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    26 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    Shane comes to awareness with the restricting tightness of a neck brace around his neck, and the sound of it clicking as it's secured in place. His helmet is off, he's cold like he'd laying on the ice, but he can feel that he's not directly on the ice, even through all his hockey gear. His eyes are closed, but he can tell the bright stadium lights are shining down on him. He can hear the Montreal crowd, still loud, but more subdued than usual. They're not cheering, which might be bad. Are they losing?

    The last thing Shane remembers is winning the face-off against Ilya, he and his teammates carrying the puck towards the Raiders' goal, turning back for a split-second to grin at Ilya, then Ilya's expression morphing from playful determination to pure terror.

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    The hit in Episode 5 from Shane's perspective

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    25 Jan 2026

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    A rookie's bad hit sends Ilya into the boards during the Boston-Montreal game. Shane's three weeks of broken Russian are barely enough to calm him down, but it's something.

    But when the scans reveal something much worse, Shane and Ilya have to figure out how to be there for each other in ways totally unforeseen.

    Or: nothing like facing mortality for two idiots in love to be honest about how they really feel!

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    28 Dec 2025

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    In which Shane Hollander strains a tendon, cracks a tooth, breaks a rib, and tries not to put a dent in his marriage.

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    28 Dec 2025