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  1. Rec 96

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    “I like it when you call me that.”
    “What?”
    “Satoru.”
    Suguru huffs out a laugh, “That’s your name.”
    “I know. But it took you a while to start saying it.”

    Or, Suguru tries to love in his own skin.

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    16 Oct 2023

  2. Rec 72

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    “You can’t keep asking me to come over to look after your child just because you think I’m at your beck and call, Zenin.”

    Toji isn’t even given the chance to respond before Shiu is pushing past him at the front door and making his way into the living room, shrugging his jacket off his shoulders to lay it on the back of the couch.

    “You’re here, ain’t ya?” Toji says, and the slight lilt to his voice lets Shiu know that he’s smirking behind his back without even having to turn his head to look for himself. “I’d say it’s working.”

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    14 Oct 2023

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    god this was everything

  3. Rec 32

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    If there’s anything impossible it had been the end of Toji’s life. Shiwoo had never thought, not for a moment, that as careful and diplomatic as he could be he would ever outlive Toji. For all his recklessness Toji had the skill, the strength, the everything to back it up. Toji did what he liked and nothing else to the detriment of those around him, almost without exception, and he did it with a grin and with his hand flexed.

    And now he’s dead.

    ⚙︎ ⚙︎ ⚙︎

    Much as he did in life, Toji leaves Shiwoo a very tricky problem to solve in the wake of his death.

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    13 Oct 2023

  4. Rec 30

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    Suguru waves him a joy reaction and Satoru watches as bright, multi-colored flowers whiz around Suguru’s blithely smiling face. Suguru’s avatar spins in a twirl and with a happy trill of a xylophone, a line of what seems like black stitches appears on his forehead.

    Satoru stares at Suguru’s newly assumed thinking pose before a chat bubble appears over his head.

    Gego Sugoiru: Miss me? XOXO

    In between living life and playing Animal Crossing: New Horizons with a Suguru who's gone—and then later a Suguru who's dead and gone—Satoru dreams about Suguru.

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    09 Oct 2023

  5. Rec 33

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    “Oh,” his father says when he spots Suguru, still frozen by the door in the process of toeing his shoes off. “Didn’t see you there.”

    “What are you doing?” Suguru finally asks. It’s a question he knows the answer to, but it leaves his mouth regardless. He watches as his father’s eyes flick from the cigarette, still lit in his hand, to Suguru, a pair of shoes in his hand. When he sighs softly, another wisp of gray leaves his mouth.

    “Nothing.” The burning end is pressed into a silver ashtray that Suguru hadn’t even noticed. He can’t seem to pull his eyes away from the barely simmering embers among the gray ash.

    “What does it feel like?” Suguru blurts out with a step forward. His father looks vaguely disconcerted by the question. Suguru feels rather disconcerted about it himself.

    “Don’t worry about it,” comes the eventual response.

    (“You wouldn’t like it, anyway,” he says.)

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    or, Suguru and a study in addiction

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    08 Oct 2023