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“Whitaker, you need to sit down. You have a concussion.” The voice next to him tries to tell him, and it's almost familiar this time.
“Yeah I realized that, I am a fuckin' doctor. Student doctor. Whatever.” he replies, turning to squint at the man sitting next to him. “Look, can you just get Dr. Robby? He’ll tell you I'm fine, I gotta get back to work, I got… patients and shit.”
The man looks at someone behind him, some expression he can’t quite figure out. He starts to say something else, and—oh shit he’s gonna throw up fuck—he tries to lean away and not vomit all over anyone else. He doesn't quite make it.
“Shit,” yeah, he definitely ruined that guy’s shoes. Whoops. “Sorry.”
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10 Mar 2026
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“Shit. Am I benched?” Marleau huffed out a humorless laugh and held up his hands in protest, a silent plea to his captain to have mercy on his standing for the remainder of their season. But Ilya didn’t move, his jaw clenching so hard it was making his molars ache. “Man, I'm fucking benched aren't I?” Cliff's tone switched slightly, more anger there now as Ilya stood, stone faced.
Ilya was still unsure of what exactly his plan was now that he was here, now that he was face to face with his best friend who he'd never even been angry with - annoyed maybe, but never angry. Never this. But now Ilya looked at Cliff and all he could see was Shane's head being forced in an unnatural direction and the sound of his body hitting the ice like lead.
“Come on, Rozzy, you can't be serious. They're going to bench me right before play-offs? It's not my fault that Hollander had his fucking head down!”
Well, that was a mistake.
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09 Mar 2026
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made my heart surrender by eveve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Reporters constantly ask him questions about his designation.
“Shane, what challenges do you face being a male omega on a team largely made up of alphas?”
“Why are you, an omega, the best choice for becoming captain?”
“Do you feel you have a disadvantage on the ice when playing against so many competitive alphas from rival teams?”
No comment. No comment. No comment.
“How do you manage to juggle your responsibilities to your team and other outside activities, say, such as your heat leave?”
No fucking comment.
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alpha!Ilya defends omega!Shane when one of his asshole teammates targets Shane during a game due to his omega status, which results in a concussion and broken collar bone. Neither of them were ready for the ripple effects from this day, and how it would transform their careers, their lives, and maybe turn into the best thing that happened to either of them.
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08 Mar 2026
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struggle for supremacy by congee4lunch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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“Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”
“—Oh, give me a break—”
“—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”
“The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.
ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.
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08 Mar 2026
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All Roads Lead to Ottawa by angstyblonde
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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After Shane initiates their first meeting and Ilya recipricates at the MLH Draft, fate intervenes in Ottawa for their third encounter off the ice. Well fate and their stoner teammates.
Inspired by the line in Chapter Three, “He wanted to go down to the hotel gym and find Shane Hollander on a treadmill.”
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08 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov thinks it's probably best to decline the invitation to the 2017 All-Star Game. It's not swaggering, knothead alpha male bullshit; it's a survival strategy. He doesn't think it'll end well for anyone if he's forced into playing an instinct-driven, blood-pumping sport like ice hockey with Shane Hollander right now, not when Hollander is probably going to bring his new girlfriend to Tampa for the weekend.
But it's Hollander. It's Shane. So of course Ilya doesn't decline the stupid invitation. And of course the game goes sideways.
That doesn't mean it doesn't end well.
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08 Mar 2026
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tucked beneath my muscle memory was you by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?
Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.
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After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.
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- Part 1 of mutual instincts
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08 Mar 2026
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A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.
Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.
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- Part 1 of Visions from the Future
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08 Mar 2026
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Made For Me by ilyastunamelt (imsterektrash)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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Shane had never presented. The public assumed he was an alpha because of his athletic ability. Shane had always hoped to be one, but found himself worrying that he was just another beta.
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Or the one where Shane finds out he's an omega when he presents to Ilya in the shower after shooting the commercial.Bookmarked by gordylee
08 Mar 2026
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Good Game by anisotropes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander hears, from various sources—podcasts, the press, and Ilya Rozanov—that he's a very, very good boy.
Written for the Heated Rivalry Kink Meme prompt: “secretly hollander has a praise kink, including in interviews when people tell him he played well. i don't care where you go with it, dark or light or angsty or fluffy or whatever, i just want to read about hollander having a praise kink.”
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08 Mar 2026
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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08 Mar 2026
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Six Inch Ribbon Curls by Baggy_Trousers
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Dec 2025
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“You never answer my question,” Rozanov repeats. Shane turns the water pressure down just a little so that he can hear the Russian over the spray, wipes some condensation from the stall window so that he can see him. “About your thing.”
“My…thing?”
“Your dildo.” Rozanov flashes him with a shit eating grin and points at him with his green plastic toothbrush. The green plastic toothbrush that Shane brought. The green plastic toothbrush that Shane brought, just in case Rozanov ever decided to stay longer than the time it took for the cum to dry on Shane’s belly.
He brought the toothbrush for when Ilya smells like cigarettes, because Ilya always smokes a cigarette after sex.
Oh yeah, that’s something that Shane apparently knows about him now.
"Well?" Rozanov asks expectantly, "What colour is it?"
__Shane Hollander has a dildo. Ilya Rozanov has a hyper fixation. They both benefit from it in some way.
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08 Mar 2026
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there you are, my morning star by ingberry
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Dec 2025
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In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.
Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.- Language:
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08 Mar 2026
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"You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.
Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.
He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.
Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.
or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.
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08 Mar 2026
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Baby, you know it ain't fair by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Nov 2025
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The square in front of the rink was plastered with posters of the players, ticket prices, and the location of games. Nowhere was there a poster of the Montreal Mighties because the team Shane played for was, according to everyone in that building, not the main attraction.
After all, it didn't matter that in their last game Shane scored more goals in the first period than most do all game, or that he won every face off, or that he can out-skate anyone on any of the teams in his league. No, what mattered was that three months before his rookie year his traitorous body pushed itself into a heat and any chance he had of playing pro had vanished with it. No pro team wanted to sign him, even when he’d been in the running for first draft pick, and he’d taken up the only offer he did get from the Montreal Mighties because it was close to home and it allowed him to be close, if not a part of, the sport he’d dedicated his whole life to.
Then he gets the call from All-Stars. The catch? His captain is the obnoxiously perfect alpha Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry AUs
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08 Mar 2026
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fresh bruises we learned patterns to by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.
Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.
Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”
“Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.
“Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”
“Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”
Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.
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- Part 2 of mutual instincts
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08 Mar 2026
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influential men by lyric_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander, captain of the Boston Raiders, is the the undisputed best hockey player of his generation. But he’s lonely. His relationships with women have never worked out, and he’s afraid he knows why.
Ilya Rozanov is a charismatic, openly bisexual personal trainer and influencer. His Insta is half thirst traps, half brutal and perceptive hockey critique.
It’s no surprise, really, that Shane falls for him so hard and so fast.
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05 Mar 2026
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There's nowhere to go but on by multifandomgeek
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane has a soulmark just like most people, but he doesn’t think about it too often. He’ll probably meet his soulmate in his thirties, then get married or something. It’s usually how it happens. It just doesn’t matter right now. The only thing that matters is hockey.
So when he spots a very familiar symbol in a locker room at eighteen years old, things kind of fall apart. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way.
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- Part 1 of Soulmates
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05 Mar 2026
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Recalculating the Ten Year Plan by MegsChaos
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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What if after tuna melts, whispered names and the Rose of it all - in a post All Stars Game world - Shane thinks the world is finally starting to make sense again to him. Once the ground is firm under his feet - or so he thinks anyway - it's turns out to be less than stable? What if when Shane was getting his hook ups in Mexico and Hollywood - he wasn’t as unnoticed as he had originally thought?
When Montreal shows it’s true colors sooner, a No Trade Clause is waived and Boston gets an opportunity to build a dynasty that rivals the one of their largest rivals up North.
What if Shane and Ilya’s worlds are turned upside down and things with their over 8 year long situationship (now maybe relationship?) suddenly got more complicated and somehow simplified at the same time? Shane honestly thinks this is possibly the most ‘them’ resolution to a situation he has ever found. Ilya is just doing his best - he thinks. Maybe.
Also, the Power Play in Boston is about to be the thing of nightmares, if a certain Russian can stop blocking Shane's damn shot…
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- Part 1 of New Paths Forward
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02 Mar 2026
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unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though
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28 Feb 2026