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Dazai dies on the Wednesday, and Chuuya grieves like a dog waiting at an open door.
The force of it nearly kills him.
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29 Jan 2026
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I dont think ive ever read a fic that made me this sad. hits a little too close to home!
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I could do so much more with you, he’d sworn, studying Sheep-stained bracelets — longing for a claustrophobic place in his skeptical ribcage. To wound from the inside.
See?, he would have said, from that carcass. You bleed too.
Or: Soukoku, in three acts.
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Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.
They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.
They draw.
“I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.
“I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.
“Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.
Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.
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The Trouble with Dogs by Mornelithe_falconsbane for SilentRabidWriter
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Apr 2019
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Is that they love in spite of you.
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24 Jan 2026
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Heart Swells; Pacific Daylight Time by imsrryoisin
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Nov 2025
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No matter where you go, there you are.
Short-ish "what if" fic about Dazai living with Fyodor after defecting from the PM, and how he has to cope with his own existence. -
Fired Inside a Broken Mold by shadowsapiens for robot_drawings
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Nov 2021
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He sits at the bar, and Rashoumon tightens around his waist as if to hold him together. The backs of his teeth are sweet with blood.
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At nineteen, Lucy opens her own chest, hacks out the bed of daisies and dandelions with a scissor and a paring knife, and only cries for a few hours. At twenty, Nikolai does more or less the same but without much of any expression at all.
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13 Dec 2025
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nevwr considered them before but this was very beautiful like all of keys work!
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lock me up inside your cage by magdalenes (ariadnes)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Aug 2025
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Privately, Atsushi finds it all a bit exhausting. That Akutagawa is undergoing an ethical metamorphosis is all well and good, but dealing with it is like pulling teeth.
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04 Dec 2025
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probably not gonna stop thinking about this for a while Wow
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kinktober 2020: #2 - dirty talk by scriveyner (trismegistus)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Oct 2020
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"You really," Chuuya panted, without lifting his head, "are too much."
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- Part 2 of Kinktober 2020
- Part 44 of Bungou Stray Dogs Fic Collection
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04 Dec 2025
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and you have kissed my neck so your arguments are insane by jiverage
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Jan 2022
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But sweet lady death refuses him, rejects his advances like a reluctant lover and leaves him here to live another damn day because he decides to pray out a name.
"Missed me, Chuuya?”
Calling it a kiss would be too fucking generous.
But it’s something, in the end. A meeting of spit, lips on teeth, tongue in tongue, that gets the blood to pick up from where it has previously stopped as if frozen by time. Bloodrush, hatred in every ragged breath, love in the most earthly form, brutal like a beast as heartbeats skyrocket, frantic with a disappointingly honest want, warping hands on hips and hands in hair into a mess of kindling ashes blurred by nonexistent heat.
or: slightly (mildly) messed up soukoku reunion porn.
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Five times Double Black make a bet, and the one time neither of them lose by nyxi_pixie for booksandpaperss
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jul 2025
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And then, expression betraying how far well too pleased with himself he is, “You feeling like you’re losing, shitty Dazai?”
“I’m not losing anything,” Dazai responds, a little more sharp than he means. He’s supposed to be sounding unbothered because Chuuya’s arguments aren’t worth attending to. Annoying little slug. “You’re the one wearing my collar.”
“And who’s the one desperately barking for my attention? Didn’t think this one through at all, did ya?”
“We’ll see.”
Or, a bet is a sacred sort of thing within the Double Black partnership, and worth following through all its many varying contexts, stupid and ridiculous or otherwise.
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- Part 3 of nyxi's 5+1s
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always summer #11 - hair pulling by scriveyner (trismegistus)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Oct 2022
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This whole thing had been Dazai’s idea, of course; he’d wanted to go out because fuck drinking in the cabin tonight, for some reason. That reason became very clear when he immediately started trying to pick up the bartender, and as much as Chuuya tended to enjoy Dazai’s little endeavors he really wasn’t in the mood to share today.
kinktober 2022 - #11: hair pulling
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- Part 11 of Kinktober 2022: always summer
- Part 105 of Bungou Stray Dogs Fic Collection
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30 Nov 2025
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((He dreams there is golden blood on his hands. He tastes it on his tongue. He always wakes up miserable.))
He wants to be the one to break him apart. He wants to be the one to destroy him, swallow his last breath between his lips, watch over him as his life leaves his eyes, as he turns into an empty shell.
a dog and a tiger.
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- Part 2 of battleship 2025
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24 Nov 2025
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Tender Violence (Violent Tenderness) by shroomsprouts
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Oct 2025
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Time does not cause the extinction of desire. Tenderness does not change the jagged shape of it. It is dichotomous, perhaps, that Chuuya wants to split Dazai apart all the more when he does not wish for violence.
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The world in a pastry dish. Sweet, and at arms length.
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26 Oct 2025
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leash (noun) - a strap or cord for restraining and guiding a dog or other animal.
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24 Sep 2025
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"Teach me how to properly kiss someone. I think I might have a hard time... relaxing into it?"
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- Part 1 of The Enchanted world of Trust✨️
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“What’s wrong with him?” Akutagawa asks but is ignored. Double-black is a messy bond held together by threads Akutagawa can’t see— they don’t take kindly to outsiders trying to step on the bounds of it.
When Dazai falls forward on wobbly legs, it’s reflex that has Akutagawa reaching forward to try and catch him. Chuuya snags Dazai back up before that can happen.
“Fuck off. This isn’t your problem.”
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There’s No Good Place to Find the Dying by kanekei
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Apr 2023
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“Who?” Chuuya’s hands are gentle but his voice is sharp with a premeditated plan to put someone’s blood under the sound of it.
And it’s the wrong fucking question. “Doesn’t matter. Not important.” It’s like watching smoke start to waft off the wings of a crashing plane. The only way left is down.
“Why,” he tries instead.
And there goes the second engine.
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There was a tantalizing grace to the lean lines of Dazai’s body, something in the well-practiced casual elegance with which he held himself that made Chuuya crazy, nearly ravenous for him. It was intentional, of course, and targeted directly at Chuuya, and he felt like the worst kind of idiot for being taken in by it but he had made peace long ago with the fact that Dazai was the strategist and for all Chuuya’s disdain at Dazai’s antics, all his frustration at being constantly left out of plans or, worse, manipulated into them—for all of it, Chuuya always seemed to follow Dazai anyway.
Chuuya goes on a business trip to a picturesque mountain town during the sultry height of summer. Guess who shows up.