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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Phil, 28, video editor.
    Phil doesn't believe in love at first sight, and that is not about to change anytime soon. But what about lust? Just two short weeks ago, he'd say no, definitely not.

    Not anymore. Not since he first locked eyes with Dan, the new intern at the company he works for. Not since he first thought, "I want him".

    Phil's wish does come true, but there's a catch.
    It doesn't mean anything.

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    26 Feb 2026

  3. Rec 19

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    Dan and Phil are just best friends.

    They start looking for a house together, and Dan realises he has never once imagined living anywhere Phil wasn’t.

    (Or: ten years of pining finally reaches its breaking point.)

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    25 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FUCK

  4. Rec 76

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    AmazingPhil had been complaining about his downstairs neighbour a lot lately.

    It was just one more thing Dan could relate to.

    “Honestly, I don’t know what’s wrong with the guy,” Phil told the camera in his newest video. “There’s so much screaming coming from his apartment in the afternoons, I don’t even really try to film during day time anymore."

    Dan is a gaming YouTuber who studies law. Lately, he doesn't sleep very well because of his very loud upstairs neighbour.
    Whoever that might be.

    No one but his favorite YouTuber seems to understand.

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 42

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    Phil needs a boyfriend for a family gathering.
    Not a real one. Just someone to stop the questions, silence the hopeful glances and prove, once and for all, that he’s doing just fine.

    Dan agrees. Far too easily.

    Or: What’s supposed to be a simple weekend of pretending quickly turns into shared beds, knowing looks, and the uncomfortable realization that playing a role feels a little too natural.

    Or: Phil asks the hot paramedic he met after a very unfortunate glue-eating incident to be his fake boyfriend.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    YT’s OGs: We’ve assembled our very own Avengers of the early years of YouTube. We’ll talk about their contributions to the nascent website and what they’ve been up to since. You aught not to miss this one!

    Moderator: Sarah Perkins
    Featured Panelists: Angie Berger (CareFREE Wanderer), Daniel Howell (danisnotonfire), Phil Lester (AmazingPhil), Parker Robinson (MakeuParker), Frank Samtino (Frankly Comedy)

    Dan and Phil broke up in 2012. In 2019, a panel at VidCon brings them back together for a weekend.

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    19 Jan 2026

  7. Rec 56

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    But Phil had thought those were just stories. Stories that people would stumble upon online or hear from a friend, that’d make them think of how lucky they were that it didn’t happen to them.

    Phil's comfortable yet decidedly average life gets turned upside down when he ends up bonded to a barista that he's exchanged about three sentences with.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
    --
    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    A recent trauma has lead Phil to embrace a ‘try new things’ approach to his life. One of those new things is learning how to swim, and Dan is the lifeguard who’s going to teach him.

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    27 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    on the floor screaming

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    “So, like, you email that to me, right? The notes? Is that how this works?”

    “Right,” Phil says. "Yeah, I email them to you.”

    “That's great," Dan says. "So I'll see you tomorrow?”

    “Yeah, I'll meet you outside the...”

    But Dan doesn't stick around. He turns on his heel and escapes down the corridor, feeling like he might actually die of embarrassment.

    In which Dan needs someone to take notes for him in lectures and he ends up with Phil. Now if only he could get past his own awkwardness and just talk to the guy...

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    20 Dec 2025

  13. Rec 56

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    Dan fell into this world that he doesn't belong in completely by accident. He doesn't do art - he isn't capable. Instead he writes how he's feeling in huge, obnoxious, poorly painted letters. Pink letters, at that.

    Some people have Twitter. Dan has a can of spraypaint.

    In which Dan works in a café by day and is a graffiti artist by night. And he's hopelessly in love with his best friend Phil. Of course.

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    17 Dec 2025

  14. Rec 56

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    This is a bad date. Dan usually would have bailed out ages ago. Phil is just some bloke he picked up in a bar, so it isn't like he's invested. The problem, and it's one Dan has been wrestling with all night, is that Phil is incredibly hot.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    A recent loss has ground Phil's life to a halt. At 33, he's static in his grief and living in the house he grew up in - until his mother kicks him out.

    In a fit of indignation and with nothing to lose, he answers the first listing he finds for a room to rent in London... a listing posted by a guy named Dan.

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    04 Nov 2025

  16. Rec 66

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    At thirty-two, Phil’s fine with this lot in life— manager for Printzoid, a flat he rents on his own in a relatively nice part of London, friends he sees at least twice a month for board game nights, an ex-fiancé he’s trying damn hard to get over, and a brother who means well even if Martyn doesn’t understand why Phil insists there’s a distinction between their father’s artwork being creative and Martyn’s music being creative and Phil’s novelty t-shirts being... not-creative.
    A fic about adulthood and opening up.

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    07 Oct 2025

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    "Even if you look...” Dan falters.

    “What?” Phil says. Dan's half-smiling, avoiding Phil's eye. “Even if I look what?”

    “Like,” Dan hesitates, licking his bottom lip, and Phil's heart squeezes tight in his chest for all of half a second. “Well, you don't look like a trained killer, put it that way.”

    In which Phil's an ex vampire hunter who's entirely too preoccupied by Dan's dimple and his eyes and his laugh to notice the fact that he might actually be in love with a vampire (Sequel to Hanging Out With Corpses)

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    16 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AGONY (in a good way)

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    “I had to,” Alec insists. “I know I hurt him. By the Angel, I know, and I hate it, but I had to. He was so broken, I had to do something, I had to fix it. And I can’t tell him about the deal, because that was part of it. That was one of the conditions. Magnus can’t know.”

     

     

    “No.” The look Catarina gives him makes Alec’s chest tighten in fear. “Alec, Magnus doesn’t have any memories of you anymore. He has no idea who you are.”
     
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    In which Magnus removes his memories of Alec, Alec swallows the pain of Magnus’ obliviousness to their shared past, and the devil is in the details (literally).

    (AKA the canon-divergent 3x19 rewrite, because it disappointed me.)

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    27 Jul 2025

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    Over the ten months that follow Alec's deal with Asmodeus, Alec struggles to adapt to a world without Magnus in it, Magnus falls in love all over again and everyone just tries to make it through another day.

    or

    Alec is dying from venom poisoning and Magnus doesn't even remember him.

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    27 Jun 2025

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    Soulmate AU, in which whatever is on a person's skin can also be seen on the skin of their soulmate.

    Alec Lightwood has always been an artist. When he was a child, he'd draw all over his hands and arms. As an adult, if he runs out of paper, he crosses onto his arms. But the best things he writes on himself are the words he exchanges with a faceless, nameless stranger, who lives halfway across the world. His soulmate.

    Or: In which Alec has a soulmate, Jace is a good brother, and the world really seems to be out to make this whole thing difficult.

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    3/3
    Comments:
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    46,097

    27 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AAAAWWWWWWWHWHHHHHHH

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