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    Shane’s boyfriend just couldn’t fuck him right, fortunately his ex could.

    So Shane invites his ex over to fuck him while his boyfriend watches and learns. It’s purely educational. Totally not about the unresolved feelings that they both don’t have

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    "Shane?" It's his mum. "Sweetie, I've been trying to reach you since the match ended—"
    "Not now, mum. Sorry. I can't—" He can't listen to her telling him his form was faulty, nor can he listen to her ask him if he's okay. He's not. She's seen him breakdown in front of her the first few weeks after the breakup. She knows he's not, she should know he's not. She can stop asking now.
    "No, Shane, wait. I— have you, um, checked the news? Anything?"
    "Not really—" Shane replies as they get in the car, because, really, he hasn't.
    "The plane the Centaurs were on has—"
    "Oh, they— they've told me," Shane whispers.
    "Did you know Ilya still has David as his emergency contact?"
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    or: six months after the fight that resulted into Shane and Ilya breaking up, Ottawa Centaurs's plane has to make an emergency landing.

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    “Is he really okay?” Ilya asks, voice broken with worry.

    “He is, I promise honey. I’m looking after him.”

    “Okay.” There’s uncertainty still in his voice, but obviously Ilya is aware there’s nothing more he can do from afar right now. “Okay. Thank you. Please. Please just…”

    Yuna knows his next words before he even gets them out.

    “Please keep them safe.”

    And she’s all too quick to promise him. “Of course I will.”

     

    -ilya calls yuna when he's at an away game to check on a heavily pregnant shane.-

    (or , shane giving birth to his first baby, through the POV of yuna hollander)

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    “What are we talking about?” J.J. asks, and this could really go one of two ways. Either Holly shuts the conversation down pronto because it’s not respectful and he’s a hardass, or J.J. will actually be able to answer Willy’s question.

    “Um, just, my girlfriend wants to try anal?” Willy says nervously. “And I was wondering if anyone had advice.”

     

    or: Shane gives impromptu sex education.

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