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    Hayden loves his wife. He loves his family. He loves the simple yet fulfilling life they live. 

    Which is why getting hard listening to his best friend get a blowjob is so wrong.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wants to blow Shane while he's on the phone with Hayden. When Shane does a shit job hiding his noises Hayden calls out what's happening. And then he tells them to keep going.

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    The phone call scene but with Hayden joining on in.

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    “You guys are gross.” He whined as he slumped onto the counter. “I don’t want to see it.” 

    “That is not what your wife told me.” Ilya said, his words were playful but with a tone too serious for the early hour. “She told me that you want to watch Shane and I make love while you sit there, like pathetic cuck, and get off on it.” 

    Shane choked into his coffee, spilling it onto the counter. He glared at his husband who went in search of paper towels to clean up the mess. Hayden was speechless. 

    “What Ilya means to say-” 

    “No I mean it when I say pathetic cuck, but is okay.” Cuck was overpronounced with a ruthless smirk that toed the line of cruelty. “We all have our kinks. There is no shame here. She thinks it's super hot and I agree. Shane and I are very sexy. Shane especially when he is being taken apart by my cock. Which you also want to see. I hope seeing it will not make you feel bad about yourself. Average is fine. You understand average with your hockey stats, yes?” 

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    "I'm — I'm fine. It's about Hayden."

    "Oh," Ilya said, perhaps forgetting to hide his relief, judging by the expression on Shane's face. "Is he hurt?"

    "No," Shane said. "He's well, um. Actually. He just —" Shane raised his hands to rub his face. "I'm not sure how to say this. Sorry."

    "He's in love with you?"

    Shane looked up at him, not with anger at the joke, but as if he'd been caught. Ah.

    "Ah."

    "No," Shane shook his head, cheeks going pink. "Not — it's not like that. Um. He, uh. It's kind of weird. He, like, sat me down, and gave me this whole talk about how he's been exploring his sexuality, and —" Shane looked at Ilya, deadly serious — "I think he wants to have a threesome? Um. With us?"

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    Hayden/Shane/Ilya threesome from Ilya POV

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Canadiens.

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