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    Close your eyes, learn the pain by

    Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)  

    21 Oct 2023

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    Jamie's been fighting himself every since he was little. It's been worth it up till now, he's always felt the need to stick it out and push forward. So it's no surprise to him when he can't find the strength to keep going.

    a.k.a I hurt Jamie Tartt but with depression and self-harm to really round it out. 'tis the season.

    "Perhaps that’s why it was so clear when it was his time to go. He’d always been an Icarus, flying too low or too high, letting the darkness nip at his heels and threaten to send him plummeting out of the sky. But he’d always straighten his course out. Always fall back into the regular, stable tension that kept him alive.

    He wasn’t going anywhere this time. He tries to pull himself out of it, he really does. He drags metal across his legs to try and bleed the apathy out of him but it just won’t leave. He knows when he’s been beat. He’s fucking exhausted."

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    Forgetting How Things Always Go by

    Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)  

    21 Oct 2023

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    Roy doesn't know what to think when the kitman starts roasting the team he works for with the permission of their coach.
    But the one thing he does know is Jamie does not react to it well

    Whumptober Day 19 - "I'm not as stupid as you think I am."

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    take your hand off the trigger (unless you want to fire) by

    Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)  

    25 Oct 2023

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    Several things happen in very quick succession.

    The fishing net tugs on an oar leaning precariously against the wall. It hits the floor with a crash louder than Dustin’s frantic negotiations. Both Eddie and Steve flinch forward.

    And Steve chokes.

    (Or: Robin trips in the boathouse and sets off a chain of events that might just kill her best friend.)
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    Whumptober Day 22: Glass shard

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    young blood by

    Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)  

    26 Oct 2023

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    “I heard you last night,” he says quietly. She closes her eyes, sighing. “What was it about?”

    She holds the ends of her sweatshirt in her fists. Squeezes the fabric.

    “The usual,” she says. “Monsters. Andrew Morrison.”

    Lucas is quiet, and Erica is subjected to George Michaels’s exasperating voice singing about faith. 

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    jamie vs tonsils by

    Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)  

    27 Oct 2023

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    Jamie loses his tonsils but gains a fun hat aka Jamie is blissfully high post-tonsillectomy.

    For the alternative prompt: drugging.

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