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"It's always the secretly gay, closeted men who have the deepest resentment towards the openly gay ones."
"You don't know what the fuck you're talking about. I'm not fucking gay."
Louis swears he isn’t gay, but then Harry moves in with his stupid painted nails and this annoying confidence that makes everything Louis thinks he knows about himself feel like a lie.
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28 Dec 2025
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in the royal line, there are only a select few sirens with the ability to transform into humans once a month. harry is one of those sirens. he mostly sticks to the rules. when he's on land, he reads his books. he buys copious amounts of ice cream. he keeps to himself. that is until he meets a lifeguard named louis working at one of the luxury resorts on St Barts. and unfortunately, harry doesn't know the rules about falling in love at all.
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16 Apr 2025
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“Louis, I know it’s hard, but I need you to focus and tell me exactly what happened, ok?”
Louis is shaking uncontrollably, his hands, his heart, his mind, nothing is stable, nothing is ok. He feels untethered, boundless in time, yet paradoxically his entire life is torturously bound to this very moment. Absolutely nothing he tells his mind serves to calm his racing thoughts, he commands his body to move and his body betrays him, commands lips to speak, but no words form. All Louis can do is blindly stare at the sickeningly heavy blood coating his arms, dripping to his trembling fingers. Tears ceaselessly pour down his cheeks despite how hard he squeezes his eyes shut, trying desperately to calm himself enough to utter a sound. And he can’t breathe, despite all of his failed efforts to catch his wandering breath and gasp a much-needed lungful of oxygen, his diaphragm constricts furtherstill, suffocating him from the inside out.
breathe, breathe, breathe
Louis forces a sharp inhale that hurts as the breath expands his stilted lungs, god it hurts. Like stabbing his chest with a serrated knife, dragging the jagged blade through his heart over and over and over again until there is nothing left.
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- Part 2 of all we can do is keep breathing
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16 Apr 2025
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Alternative Universe : College / University, Pen pals
After the sudden loss of his mother, Louis finds himself struggling to keep afloat. Grief-stricken and emotionally withdrawn, he reluctantly agrees to join an anonymous letter-writing program meant to help young adults process their pain through words.
What begins as a reluctant exchange with a stranger named Orpheus soon becomes something more — a lifeline, a mirror, a connection deeper than Louis thought possible.
Then comes Rome. A new city, a shared room, and Harry — distant, difficult, and impossible to ignore. Between tense silences, quiet glances, and unresolved tension, Louis feels himself pulled in two directions: toward the anonymous voice that understands his soul… and the roommate who slowly begins to unravel him.
A story of grief, healing, intimacy, and the tangled ways we come to know — and love — one another.
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16 Apr 2025
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College AU where Harry studies law and psychology. Louis is a philophobic frat boy who’s majoring in acting, plays footie and needs tutoring in psychology. Of course they hate each other but that doesn’t stop them from having a ridiculous amount of sexual tension.
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Louis is a frat boy with a drinking problem who doesn't know what he wants to do with his life, and Harry is a psychology student who always takes care of him and might just be exactly what Louis doesn't want, but really needs.
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09 Apr 2025