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That's what he deserves (in his mind) by idknow6986
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
09 Dec 2025
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He could love all he wanted, he could cut out his heart and give it to another person, but he didn’t deserve to receive the same love back. After all his heart was a rotten little thing, begging to be loved but unable to not contaminate the other person with this deep dark thing that was Sirius Black.
He deserved pain.
He deserved suffering.
And wasn't that a cruel thing to think?
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Why did it hurt so much?
It’s not like he wasn’t expecting it to happen, he just didn’t think it would be so soon…
He knew they would be fed up with him some day, realize he wasn’t worth his time, realize what a fucking loser Lance was, just like everyone did.
His parents knew he wasn’t worth it since the day he was born. It was really only a matter of time before the team threw him out.
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Or: Lance is depressed since he was a child, has been suffering with anxiety and suicidal thoughts and he finally breaks after an argument.
Things get bad before they get good
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Bruce had spent the last month and a half creating some sort of truth serum to help interrogate criminals. Tim has helped him on the most part of it, he knew how everything worked and everything about the effects it had, that’s why he was so sure they would test it out tonight.
He just wasn’t expecting the serum to be tested out on him.
Or the story which Tim is under a truth serum influence and spills his guts out in a long trauma dumping monologue
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You leave them all behind (they don’t want you to) by idknow6986
Fandoms: Red Robin (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, DCU
19 Dec 2023
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Bruce was mad at him for screwing up on the field.
Dick ignored him because we was too focused on his other brothers.
Jason hated his replacement.
Damian hated the pretender.
And Tim? Tim hated himself.
What was the point of anything? What if he just ended it all?
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It was supposed to be a simple mission, like always.
Every time someone got hurt it was the same basic line ‘it was supposed to be a simple mission’ but what could Lance do when it was true?
But no one had gotten seriously injured
Until now…
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Lo’ak saves his brother’s life the only way he knows how:
by offering up his own.Eywa answers.
Neteyam returns.
Lo’ak doesn’t.
Jake pulls one son from the water and realizes the other isn’t breathing.
And for the second time in two weeks, he holds a child who feels too cold, too still, too quiet.This time he refuses to let go.
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- Part 1 of Songcords And Sacrifices
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21 Feb 2026
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Sirius had tried the Potter way.
He’d apologized. He’d written letters. He’d even given Remus space.
None of it worked.
Remus still left the room the moment Sirius opened his mouth.
He burned every letter without reading a word.
Two months had passed, and Remus still wouldn’t meet his eyes.
Sirius knew he was in the wrong. What he’d done was unforgivable.
But he needed Remus to forgive him anyway.
If the Potter way wouldn’t work, he’d try the Black way.Or
Post-The Prank with a heap ton of trauma and angst. Just two boys learning what it means to love each other despite the pain.Series
- Part 1 of Forgiveness
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17 Feb 2026
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the hand behind this pen relieves a failure everyday by currentshitboy (chordedout)
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
14 May 2021
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in which neil disappears for two weeks after his performance, and upon his return todd observes him becoming increasingly more affectionate.
(cw: they discuss the attempt but its brief and not very explicit)
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13 Feb 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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12 Jan 2026
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Until You Breathe Again by underthewolfstars
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander has a heart attack and "dies" on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game.
Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown.
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- Part 1 of underthewolfstars hollanov fics
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- English
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- 15,476
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- 6/6
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06 Jan 2026