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    It was after the 500th death that Yoo Jonghyuk realized he didn’t mind dying anymore. In the haze of a world that forgot him, and friends and lovers that faded away every time he regressed, there was one constant. There was one companion who always remembered him, no matter how many times he died.

    Kim Dokja never forgot him.

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    Over the course of their military service, Hyukjae comes to terms with who he is to Donghae.

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    26 May 2025

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    In the spring of 2024, Hyukjae and Donghae go to several weddings.

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    25 Aug 2024

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    Taeyang opened up a flower shop with high hopes, but it's been a year and he only has one regular-- who's never even there to buy flowers.

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  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    "I know we're busy idols," Seokmin says, "but I think it's really unfair that you don't have a cat."

    Wonwoo tilts his head. "Why's that?"

    "Because! I don't think anyone would be a better cat owner than you. And you really like them. I'm sad that you don't have one."

    "Don't be sad," Wonwoo tells him, tweaking Seokmin's nose. "One day. One day I'll look after one."

    "I hope that day comes soon," Seokmin says desolately, but then he pauses. "Wait, but I don't want us to stop being idols soon. And we'll probably always be busy if we're idols. But, I want you to be able to give tons of attention to a cat so they grow up wonderfully because they've been very Wonwoo-loved! I'm speaking from experience."

    Wonwoo furrows his eyebrows. "You're saying you grew up wonderfully because you've been very...Wonwoo-loved?"

    "Exactly, hyung. Your love to me is like the sun is to plants. Very nourishing and I may also die without it."

    Wonwoo shakes his head, astounded. "I think we need to get some sleep."

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    21 Jun 2024