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1. Rec 29

   meditations in an emergency by nightsofcabiria

   Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Feb 2022

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Olivia Benson/Brian Cassidy
   • Olivia Benson
   • Brian Cassidy
   • Elliot Stabler (implied)
   • Relationship Study
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • the physical and emotional aftereffects of trauma
   • Complicated Relationships
   • how to keep living when the world as you know it ended (twice)
   • Episode: s15e01 Surrender Benson

   Summary

   It’s 98 degrees in June, and today is not a good day.

   A snapshot of Brian and Olivia, summer 2013.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,475

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   30

   Kudos:

   149

   Bookmarks:

   29

   Hits:

   1,599

   Bookmarked by ilikemilfsandicannotlie

   05 Mar 2026

2. Rec 21

   ordo virtutum by nightsofcabiria

   Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU, Law & Order: Organized Crime (TV 2021)  

   • General Audiences
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M, Gen
   • Complete Work

   02 Dec 2021

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Elliot Stabler/Kathy Stabler
   • Olivia Benson & Kathy Stabler
   • Olivia Benson/Elliot Stabler
   • Kathy Stabler & Olivia Benson & Elliot Stabler
   • Kathy Stabler
   • Elliot Stabler
   • Olivia Benson
   • background assorted Stabler children
   • Relationship Study
   • Catholic Guilt
   • extended metaphors and gratuitous references to catholicism
   • what’s in the letter?
   • the missing three months between smoked and personal fouls
   • Character Study
   • Marriage
   • emotional infidelity and its ripple effects
   • i’m so obsessed with this miserable throuple

   Summary

   Things come in threes. Kathy should have known they were no exception.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,712

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   31

   Kudos:

   94

   Bookmarks:

   21

   Hits:

   1,388

   Bookmarked by ilikemilfsandicannotlie

   05 Mar 2026

3. Public Bookmark 41

   men explain lolita to me by nightsofcabiria

   Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU, Law & Order: Organized Crime (TV 2021)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   13 May 2022

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Olivia Benson/Elliot Stabler
   • Olivia Benson & Elliot Stabler
   • Olivia Benson/Burton Lowe (past)
   • Olivia Benson
   • Elliot Stabler
   • Post-Episode: s23e06 The Five Hundredth Episode
   • Missing Scene
   • Past Underage
   • Fix-It
   • alternative ways the conversation on the bridge could have gone
   • an examination of the nature of memory
   • and the stories we tell ourselves to make sense of our life for better or worse
   • and a complete rejection of 23x21
   • because i can’t stomach That Episode having the final word on this storyline

   Summary

   He wakes to a call at 2:05 AM. By the time he finally manages to pick up, it’s already rung three times.

    

   Post The Five Hundreth Episode. Elliot, Olivia, and a conversation that never happened.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,119

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   29

   Kudos:

   282

   Bookmarks:

   41

   Hits:

   3,993

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   05 Mar 2026

4. Rec 21

   corpse reviver no. 2 by nightsofcabiria

   Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU, Law & Order: Organized Crime (TV 2021)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Jun 2022

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Olivia Benson & Serena Benson
   • Olivia Benson/Elliot Stabler
   • Olivia Benson & Noah Porter Benson
   • Olivia Benson
   • Serena Benson
   • Elliot Stabler
   • Odafin "Fin" Tutuola
   • Noah Porter Benson
   • Bernadette Stabler
   • extended Stabler family (background)
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • Implied/Referenced Underage (Past)
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Relationship Study
   • Mothers and Daughters
   • cyclical trauma
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • mildly experimental
   • "you deserve happiness olivia benson"
   • vaguely noir lynchian ethereal whooshing vibes
   • Magical Realism

   Summary

   A woman sits down at a bar.

   “Hi, Mom,” she says, shrugging off her blazer and settling into her seat.

   A second woman, already seated, looks over in greeting.

   “I’m glad you’re here, Olivia.”

   The first woman smiles.

    

   (on closure)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,613

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   33

   Kudos:

   97

   Bookmarks:

   21

   Hits:

   1,413

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   05 Mar 2026

5. Rec 57

   thursday's child by nightsofcabiria

   Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU, Law & Order: Organized Crime (TV 2021)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, Gen
   • Complete Work

   10 Jun 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Olivia Benson & Serena Benson
   • Olivia Benson/Elliot Stabler
   • Olivia Benson
   • Serena Benson
   • Elliot Stabler
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Implied/Reference attempted rape/non-con
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • a meditation on complicated motherhood and complicated daughterhood
   • working through grief by talking to maybe-ghosts
   • cyclical trauma
   • and some background e/o
   • Character Study

   Summary

   Two truths:

   1) Your mother hated you.

   2) Your mother loved you.

   The trick is to hold them both in your mind at the same time without letting them drive you insane.

   or,

   conversations Olivia and Serena never had.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,768

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   47

   Kudos:

   170

   Bookmarks:

   57

   Hits:

   2,778

   Bookmarked by ilikemilfsandicannotlie

   05 Mar 2026