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Then something broke in me (and I wanted to go home) by ilybuckbuckley
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
16 Feb 2026
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Phil Lester is dead. Phil Lester is alive. He’s neither, he’s both Dan doesn’t know what to do with that. He doesn’t know what to do with anything these days. Dan wants to get as far away from him as possible. Dan wants to climb into his skin and it close enough. The latter always seems to win. Phil carries himself differently since he came back, he’s quiet, Phil Lester isn’t quiet, he’s not supposed to be. Phil Lester is loud, he’s loud in everything he does, he’s loud in the way he loves, except everything about him now is quieter, it’s still, like a pond right before a rock hits it, it’s calm that’s waiting for something, for someone to strike.
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Phil's a vampire now, and Dan doesn't know what to do with that.
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if i were the snow floating through the sky (I could reach you a little faster) by ilybuckbuckley
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Jun 2025
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Buck feels like he’s losing his mind, but he just sees it, sees everything so clearly, it almost feels like it’s just out of reach. As if he could only grip tighter, and he’d be back in a moment, like he could reach out and touch the moments of his history. He imagines it sometimes, when he closes his eyes, everything he would do differently; he can taste every mistake he’s ever made.
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Buck's given the oppurtunity to fix everything, something he's dreamed of, only he never expected this dream to come with time travel powers.
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“I’m not!” Buck insists; Eddie can feel his shoulder starting to shake under his grip. “I am not choosing to leave you, but when it comes to me versus a whole town, the answer is kind of obvious.”
“Yeah. I agree.” Eddie shrugs as if it’s nothing. “I choose you. There. Easy.”
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A disagreement over a video game and the morals of choosing the many over the few leads Eddie Diaz to have a weird, yet sad and romantic dream.
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“Eddie!” Buck's voice cuts through the fog, “Eddie! Eddie look at me,”
“He’s-” he can’t breathe, “Chris is gone, he not coming back.”
Buck raises him into a sitting position and cradles his face in his hands, “Breathe. I need you to look at me.”
The room is spinning, and he can’t see Buck. He can feel Buck’s hands, but his instinct is to fight the touch. Buck’s fingertips burn into his flesh, and pain has never been so holy. His face is wet with tears, and he was born cursed to yearn for a love he could never truly have—he could never truly have Buck or his son.
Or some feelings come out when Eddie confronts Tommy about the breakup.
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i like shiny things (but i'd marry you with paper rings) by ilybuckbuckley for sweetest_wolf
Fandoms: The Adventure Zone (Podcast)
03 Sep 2023
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Barry Bluejeans knows that Lup is Spider-woman and apparently the best solution to this is to follow her around on patrol. Lup is in love with Barry and is very curious when he starts to follow her.
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“Lup, I know this looks bad-” Barry covers his mouth, “Shit.”
What the actual shit? He knows? Lup shakes her head of course he knows, he’s always been far too smart for his own good.
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“One one eight?” Buck breathes. “You’re with the 118?”
The phone beeps.
“…Bobby?”
The phone beeps once. The line goes dead.
Or, two cops and five firefighters break a man out of an underground lab. Bobby Lives. Buddie Canon.
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02 Mar 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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02 Mar 2026
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best bromance? by strandnreyes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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When Ilya develops a close bond with his new teammate Troy, Shane has to watch someone be openly friendly with his boyfriend in ways he can’t.
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27 Feb 2026
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ilyarozanovofficial ✓ on Instagram
[a slideshow post of Ilya and Shane’s time in the Bahamas, complete with scenic sunset pictures, coconuts by the beach, and a shot of Shane from the back showing only his forearm and his hand linked with Ilya’s, leading him forward]
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1.4m likes, 3,683 commentsCOMMENTS:
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You look very nice in that swimsuit
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@S_Hollander24 sorry, i have a boyfriend
2,384 likesThe only thing the media knows about famous model Ilya Rozanov's secret boyfriend is that he exists. Shane is happy to keep their relationship private, until he isn't.
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Bookmarked by ilybuckbuckley
31 Dec 2025
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It doesn’t matter what Shane looks like because he’s got a jersey and pads and a helmet on. It doesn’t matter what languages he speaks because he’s got a mouthguard clamped between his teeth and too many plays to chew on to even think about talking. It doesn’t matter who his parents are or where people think he should be from because he’s here to play hockey and he’s here to win.
Shane Hollander is very good at hockey.
He’s even better at winning.
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Everything is harder when you don't know where you fit in. Shane Hollander can attest to that.
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19 Dec 2025