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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    Jess Mariano has learned not to count on anyone. Growing up with a mother whose love is as unreliable as her boyfriends, Jess survives by staying sharp, silent, and detached. Panic attacks come and go. So do the adults in his life.

    Until Luke.

    This is the story of a boy who expects to be abandoned and the man who refuses to leave. A story of reluctant caretakers, and the slow, painful work of learning how to trust someone who means it.

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    23 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    Light Yagami has a secret. Not only is he Kira, he is an Omega.

    He has lived 17 years with only 2 people knowing his secret, his mother, and his friend.

    Said friend gets murdered, and another man comes into Light's life to take his place, only.. this man has blood on his hands and in his eyes.

    Meanwhile, L is hunting Kira and zeroing in on Light.

    Which of these men will claim Light first, or take Kira for their own? How does Light feel about this? Will he be able to fight both of them off at once, or will he succumb and submit? Will Ryuk watch them fuck? (yes to the last one)

    The battle begins.

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    02 Oct 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Matsuda exhales slowly. He can’t bring himself to feel much of anything. He closes his eyes. What is a person to do when their fundamental understanding of reality is radically reversed? Matsuda doesn’t know and he doesn’t particularly want to find out. That probably makes him an idiot, but he doesn’t care. He was happier being an idiot that didn’t understand what was going on right beneath his nose.

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    Matsuda struggles to accept the loss of Light and suffers through the horrible fallout after The Kira Case closes.

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    17 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Matsuda and Aizawa find themselves coparenting a kitten. Certainly this won’t spark any buried feelings between them.

    (It does.)

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    27 Jan 2024

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    The only thing that makes life bearable for Light is the Kpop idol Beyond Birthday. His world has shrunk to the little glowing window of his phone, where he spends his days watching Beyond’s videos, re-reading his words, and defending him online from the legions of people who don’t understand that he’s the most important person on Earth. Perhaps his closest remaining relationship is with his online nemesis, L, who loves Beyond too, but loves him all wrong. When L spontaneously shows up at his cupsleeve event, he finds his world begin to widen.

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    L and Light are the most toxic Kpop fans in the universe.

    “You have to promise to take care of yourself.” Light knows these words like a prayer, and he repeats them in the rhythm of Beyond’s voice, lilting, falling into itself. “The world is a difficult place, but you have to promise that no matter how hard it gets you’ll think of me and stay. You have to survive at all costs."

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    24 Jan 2024