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Five Times Garak Worried Julian Would Regret Coming to Cardassia... by sahiya
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
06 Dec 2022
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... and one time he was sure Julian didn't.
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- Part 1 of Existing Conditions
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25 Feb 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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25 Feb 2026
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Genetic augmentation is unpredictable. Sometimes, some combination of genes from some combination of species results in an ability that no one ever expected. Too often, the results are death and destruction.
And then there's Julian Bashir.
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- Part 1 of sweetly dark and silent bowers
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24 Feb 2026
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Odo may have saved Garak's life by knocking him out as the Romulan ship was exploding, but the blow to the head causes significant complications. Garak's stubborn refusal to acknowledge his own rather precarious emotional state causes even more.
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- Part 2 of sweetly dark and silent bowers
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24 Feb 2026
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“The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek.” –– Joseph Campbell
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The plan seemed simple:
Julian would go on his first away mission since the camp. He'd explore a planet and avoid triggering his newly minted and (mostly) under control PSTD, while trying not to worry about Garak too much.
Garak, left behind on DS9, would attempt to do something healthy and proactive about his own recovery, even if he knew it would never work, so as to delay Julian from inevitably deciding to leave him.
Spoiler: Nothing goes according to plan.
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- Part 4 of sweetly dark and silent bowers
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24 Feb 2026