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  1. Rec *

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    Eighteen years old, and Mafuyu’s world is ending.
    Twenty-one years old, and her world is ending anew.

    History repeats itself, but life finds a way.

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    09 Mar 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Dazai is barely pushing through life. His family is abusive. His fellow students bully him. He has no friends or social connections. He works a part-time job that keeps him on the edge of a panic attack at all times. And he doesn't know any healthy ways to cope with anything.
    Enter Chuuya, one of the most popular students in school, who unexpectedly confesses to Dazai and asks him out.
    And with Chuuya at his side, nudging him in the right direction, Dazai slowly learns how to live.

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    Severely mentally ill teen and his unexpected boyfriend get through high school together.

    A story about trauma, its consequences, and the rocky path of recovery.

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    21 Dec 2025

  3. Rec 50

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    “…You know what I heard? Some people are, like… shipping us.”
    Chuuya’s eyes widened. “…What the actual fuck.”
    “I know, right? Ew!” Dazai laughed, throwing his head back dramatically.
    “They said we spend too much time together! Which—fair. But that’s only because I like proving I’m better than her at every game.” He pointed lazily at Chuuya, grin widening. “Not because I like her.”

    Her.

    Or Chuuya accepting himself, coming out—with Dazai's help, because the way is FULL of wolves—and then realizing he likes that idiot.
    Or or Dazai helps Chuuya to feel more like himself so Dazai can beat Chuuya in every game fairly.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    Love is an instinct, it can’t be taught or forced; it comes naturally. Dazai hates his instincts and Chuuya wants to trust his. Maybe they can figure out how to handle it together… or maybe everything will burn up in flames.

    They certainly won’t know unless they try.

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    29 Sep 2025

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    “And why would he be safer in your care than his family for the past seven years? Why would he choose you, someone who abandoned him and the Mafia four years ago, over the organisation with more resources to ensure his safety and full recovery?”

    Dazai smirked cruelly. “Who said I left him?”

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    The one where Dazai keeps in contact with Chuuya even after his defection. When Chuuya gets tortured and Dazai takes care of him four years later, things get messy.

    Life isn’t always good, but they get through it together.

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    31 Jul 2025