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Before they were them, Fuma always believed that wanting something made you weak. Turns out he was right.
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The dam breaks during a drunk game of truth or dare and he just can't stop punishing himself for it. -
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Sometimes, the three of them take up so much space in his head that he starts to feel himself slipping into the background. Fuma's first mistake was thinking that after getting involved, he'd ever be able to tear himself out of their orbit.
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Nicholas thinks if he hadn’t been with Euijoo that day, he'd probably be dead.
When he closes his eyes he can still smell the smoking mortar. He'd fled Shiganshina because Euijoo had, joined the scout regiment because Euijoo believed in being noble, and stayed because he can’t stomach the thought of him on a slab. When the wall was breached they'd been lying side by side, hands close, not touching.
And still, after all this time, Nicholas can feel the warmth.
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Fuma cannot bear to accept all the love he receives. So he tries his best to will it away to Yudai, who lends some to Euijoo, who shares with Nicholas, who turns around and hands it all right back to Fuma, every time. It burns like whiskey and he is still learning how to endure it.
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Harua likes the smell of Nicholas’s pungent perfumes, the sound of his widgeting with the million trinkets on his bag, his voice thawing and sweeter than sweet when he’s well rested, scratchy and deep after a long day of schedules. Harua wants to breath him in until everything Nicholas Wang enters into him and they become indistinguishable.
“Are you trying to fuck Euijoo-hyung?” Maki’s voice echoes loudly in the empty dorm and Harua almost gets a whiplash from how fast he looks back.
Or: The thing about admiration, Harua concludes, is that you’re not in control of what you end up mimicking. And in the case of Nicholas, try as you might, you can’t not inherit the strange clinginess and borderline obsession towards Byun Euijoo.
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“You don’t look like the type to be scared of a needle,” Euijoo muses.
Nicholas swallows. Nods. He hops onto the chair, scooting back so he’s not slouching. “It’s not the needle, necessarily. It's the… puncturing?” He squeezes one eye shut after the word leaves his mouth. His charm output is clearly lacking tonight.
Euijoo hums, dropping into a stool. He rolls over to get his tools set up, looking up through his lashes at Nicholas. “The penetration,” he says seriously.
(OR: Euijoo is Nicholas's dream man. Euijoo pierces Nicholas's bellybutton. The rest follows.)
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Euijoo meets Fuma's eyes for as long as he can stand, then looks down at his own lap. He doesn’t really know what he’s asking. But he knows that it’s strange to be asking it: and to be so willing to do whatever it is Fuma answers.
“Mm,” Fuma says, a drawn out note. Then the bottle, placed precariously on the carpet between them. “Does our Euijoo have something he wants to do?”
Or: a drunken mistake, a pair of handcuffs, the way shame bleeds into desire. Euijoo takes his time figuring it all out.
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you can't show things like this to crazy people like me smh
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"Well, you couldn’t script it, could you? Best mates as kids, apparently, and proper rivals now—and the big question, really, is whether they can let it go now that it’s come to it, or if old grudges really do die hard…”
(The soccer/football fic in which the tension is built less from actual rivalry and more from a complicated shared past. And wanting each other's bodies, obviously.)
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”Do you want to have a drink with me?”
There are a million reasons why Euijoo should say no. He hasn’t seen Nicholas in eight years. Who knows how much they both have changed? Euijoo certainly isn’t the same eighteen-year-old who left Japan, and he doesn’t know who Nicholas is anymore. This could end so poorly. It’s only in recent years that he has managed to lacquer his broken edges back together again, and yet here he is, going willingly into the waiting arms of the person who shattered him.
“Sure. One drink,” he agrees.
euijoo and nicholas broke up eight years ago. on new year’s eve in their hometown, they reconnect.
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21 Dec 2025