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Shane comes to visit Ilya in Boston. Ilya isn't expecting him.
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Ritual by lastthatlong
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
07 Feb 2022
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Pavel Chekov has a problem.
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Nothing ever seems to fit by coffeecrowns, mxmushroom
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Mar 2026
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For over fifteen years, a strict performance diet has worked for Shane. It lets him play hockey - really good hockey - and it lets him control something in his life, which usually feels so out of his control.
After a season-ending injury takes Shane off the ice, though, the people he loves start to suspect something might be wrong.
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Rachel Reid said she didn't think Shane has an eating disorder, and we took that personally.
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11 Mar 2026
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Would it be enough, if I could never give you peace? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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Shane is sick.
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The one where Ilya confronts Shane about his self-harm
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04 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does not make it two weeks on Zoloft before the worst side effect hits hard and fast.
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“Barrett, I fucked up,” he says.
“Roz?” Barrett sounds dazed.
“I fucked up,” he repeats, and he realizes how drunk he sounds. He’s in so much trouble he almost hangs up.
“Roz, what's going on,” Barrett says.
Bozhe, he’s going to have to say the words.
Now with part two, featuring buckwheat pancakes, psychiatry for millionaires, important conversations, and Troy and Ilya’s worst “your mom” joke.
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04 Mar 2026
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Just a Habit by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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It wasn’t like he had to throw up, Ilya reasoned. It was just a bad habit, and he quit those all the time. But he was leaving the cottage in two days, and the thought of packing up this life with Shane into his carry-on and flying back to Boston alone was tying him in knots. He was just stressed, and vomiting made him feel lighter. He didn’t need to, though.
Or, a study of Ilya's recklessness and unhealthy coping as a foil to Shane's ED-coded behaviors, where he has his own disordered habits. He has it under control, until he doesn't. This work is fully finished, just updating as I edit :)
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19 Feb 2026
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if i tell you i love him, will you take care of him for me? by karlo1469
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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Yuna is confused when her son asks them if they can go visit Ilya Rozanov, her son's long-time rival, at the hospital, but slowly, when they take him home with them to care for him until Shane can get there, the puzzle pieces are starting to fit together.
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13 Feb 2026