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    Phil has learned that the problem is, once it's all over, you feel like nothing. They’ve trained you. They’ve worked their way inside every single part of your brain until you don’t know who you are anymore. So the hardest part is finding yourself again. It’s learning who you are, because you have only been what they wanted since they became a part of your life. It’s terrifying, and Phil isn’t sure if he’ll be able to do it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    A nickname that goes bitter in your mouth. Cries for help that no one listens to. Gentle hands that make you quake on the ground you’re standing on. When Phil first met Nico, he thought he was a gift from the heavens. But behind the mask lies something daunting, something unnerving, that Phil never foresaw. Through his journey, he finds solace in Dan, the regular at his workplace, who seems to be the only one who sees through Nico’s mask to the darkness underneath.

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    16 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    Phil falls and breaks his glasses. Somehow, that turns into another ‘How Phil Almost Died’ situation. Dan is not amused.

    After getting a concussion, Phil is forced to face something far more serious than his usual migraines. But he’s fine. Obviously.

    Phil is being very normal about it.

    Dan is absolutely not.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Thirty-one 100-200 word prompt fills for kinktober 2025.
    Instead of my usual summary here are some fun hooks from across the prompts:
    “Was that your on-switch?” Adam asks, amused, as Gansey pants against his mouth. “I’ll remember that next time.”
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    Gansey is chest-to-chest with him, dragging their panting, open mouths over each other’s skin. It’s hot and wet and everything they need right now.
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    “If you make me come in my nice pants I’m going to tell your sister,” Adam whispers in Gansey’s ear. “So put your mouth to better use.”
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    Adam squeezes his eyes shut from the stretch and Gansey kisses his eyelids. “Don’t do that,” Adam whispers. “Bite me.”
    Gansey does it without question, and Adam focuses on Gansey’s teeth, sharp against his collarbone. Gansey rocks out then back in, and Adam cries out. “God!”

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Adam changes tracks. They’re winding down now, the yelling over. This is only going to end in disaster. “I’m not gonna bend to your will just because you want me to spread my legs for you,” he says lowly.
    “I never asked you to.” Gansey feels tragic, like this has all gone wrong. If Adam would just see… “I only wanted to have the option. If you wanted me like that.”
    Neither of them have the anatomy for penetration. Gansey’s never cared either way; his body has always been his own. But other people care, and he needs to fulfill that desire, achieve those expectations. The condition for his belonging is that he has to perform that role.
    “I don’t want it like this,” Adam says heatedly, and it sounds like: I don’t want you. He shakes his head and stares down at the drawer with the harness and dildo inside, hanging open. He kicks it shut with his foot, harder than he needs to.
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    Adam finds the strap-on that Gansey bought on a whim. They argue, they have sex, they argue again, then Gansey fucks Adam with it.

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    04 Jan 2026