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  1. Rec *

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    After telling Roy about what happened in Amsterdam, Jamie starts having weird nightmares. He figures Roy must have been right about what happened being 'traumatizing'. After thinking about how he's had seemingly out of proportion or totally random negative reactions to sex, Jamie realizes even though he doesn't fully remember what happened his body clearly does. He has triggers, apparently, he just has no clue what they are - and doesn't know much about what he actually does like either. He decides he should find out, with Roy and Keeley's help.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    The four-by-four heaves its way down long, twisting lanes, little more than dirt tracks scuffed into the surrounding fields and hemmed in by serpentine walls of flat, grey stone. They truly are in the middle of nowhere: the countryside rushes past, all rolling green hills and vast, endless skies, and it's odious. Sirius wants to murder James with his bare hands.

    Sirius and James accidentally find themselves on a Yorkshire farm during lambing season. The farmer’s son thinks that’s a bit annoying, actually.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    "I loved you. I loved you and perhaps I still do. How selfish. How cruel of a thought."

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    31 Aug 2023

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    Absolutely great! I loved the story!

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    The door shuts them in, and Regulus bangs his head, a little too hard, against the fridge door. He thinks he disassociates for a minute. He’s not handcuffed to the fridge handle to the man who easily destroyed his entire life a little less than a year ago. He’s not in Sirius’ house. Sirius hasn’t pushed water in their direction with a motherfucking broom, and in fact, none of this is happening at all.

    He’s quite content to keep his forehead on the white fridge, one magnet digging into the right side of his head.

    “Regu—”

    “No.”

    Regulus cannot hear his voice, and certainly cannot handle his name being pronounced the way James pronounces his name.

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    17 Feb 2024

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    Wholesome.

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    He remembers when he first heard him, and how he'd been quite unable to do much of anything other than sit there in the stalls in awe as he watched the choir's rehearsal play out, a fourth year pianist accompanying a devastating solo from Remus that had every student and teacher holding their breath. The sheer depth of it; the way it seemed to reverberate through the ancient boards of the very stage itself, from somewhere primal and secret inside him. And how it seemed to take him no effort whatsoever, and how his presence felt no less monumental for it.

    A winter term at The Ullswater Institute: late-night rehearsals, dormitory karaoke, and secrets, kept in the labyrinthine corridors underneath the cavernous, frescoed auditorium.

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    01 Sep 2023

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    May be my favourite wolfstar fic? Possibly. For now at least. (so fucking great: storyline and amazing writing skills!)