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    “Stop tiptoeing around me.” Satoru’s voice was more of a plea than an order.

    Suguru still tensed up at the words. “Well now you’re the one not making that easy.” He mumbled under his breath, making a visible effort to keep his eyes glued to Satoru’s face, trying to prove a point.

    “Why?” Satoru asked forcefully. “Why is it not easy?”

    Suguru searched Satoru’s face with that contained distress that was oh so him. “Because you’re just- ” He blurted out before catching himself. “You’re just not easy.”

     

    or Satoru knows nothing of kindness, but Suguru knows everything about it. Through punches and kicks, they learn to love each other.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    Suguru's hair's pretty and Satoru's distracted by it.

     

    (a drabble on softness.)

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    04 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    ‘How the hell do you make a threesome with another man feel like a quintessentially heterosexual activity when you’re the gayest motherfucker I know? With him of all people?’ Suguru cringes. ‘What do you even get from it?’ Yuki asks, before immediately changing her mind. ‘Actually, don’t answer that.’

    They fall into an uneasy silence, broken by the excited ripple that goes up as the celebrant makes her way down the aisle. That means Satoru and Shōko are together by now. First look for one another’s eyes only, whispering confessions somewhere no one else can hear them. Secrets that even Suguru doesn’t know.

    ‘You should stop fucking them,’ Yuki finally murmurs. ‘Marriage changes everything.’ Now, as the moment approaches, her voice has taken on an uncharacteristic gentleness. ‘He’ll never choose you, Suguru.’

    ‘I know that.’ It’s a bitter pill to swallow. Marriage changes everything. ‘What I’m saying is, I think it’s over.’

    For Suguru, attending his best friend's wedding is the cruelest twist of the knife in a wound that just won’t close. Then he discovers there are yet deeper ways to hurt.

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    11 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    "You feel something for me?"

    Wrong.
    Wrong.
    The combination of words should be forbidden to speak. But here they are—in the humid air of the forest, stuck between him and Satoru, 'Satoru', Satoru, 'Satoru'—

    "He does."

    The reply should comfort. But it doesn’t.

    "What does he feel?"

    'Satoru' smiles. Just like his Satoru. A smirk that can pull the ground out from under a saint.

    "I’m crazy about you."

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    Suguru confronts a being that's wearing Satoru’s face. He's caught between grief, revulsion, and longing as the boundaries between memory, identity, and his hidden desire begin to collapse.

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    21 Jul 2025

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    The wheel of rebirth turns in reverse— Suguru and Satoru as the world moves on without them.

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    25 Jun 2025