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Stargazing (All I see is smog) by lovesick_aura
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Nov 2025
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'I want to kill myself'
The first time the words invaded his thoughts, Izuku was fourteen, and it was in the middle of the night.
It wasn’t the first time Izuku thought of dying, but this time, it was less.. ‘What if i got hit by a car and never woke up?’ and more ‘I want to dunk my head in the bath and not come up for air’
The realisation left Izuku silently gaping.
What?!
I’m not suicidal!!
But the idea didn’t feel new. It was almost.. familiar. If felt as if every time he couldn’t get out of bed in the morning, every time he thought ‘I deserve it’ while being put in his place, all the times he couldn’t bring himself look in the mirror had all slipped into a dark corner of his mind and only now was it finally coming to light, overflowing and infecting the rest of him.
Or; Izuku is depressed. He becomes obsessed with death, not always seeking it, but obsessed nonetheless.
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Sunrise by lovesick_aura
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Jul 2024
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Izuku is so tired.
Climbing the steps of his apartment building is the easy part, but he doesn’t expect for his suicide attempt to be interrupted.
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Lucky Aizawa spotted him from the apartment building over, before it was too late.
!Vent fic!
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It’s so hard to get through all of this without Jamil's help. But Kalim has to, because the whole point of this is to prove to Jamil that he can be better. That he isn’t useless. That he's more than an entitled brat who knows nothing of suffering.
Maybe he needs to prove it to himself, too.
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More treasures than could fill a cave, more leisure than an oasis, more willing and able bodies than could fill a ravine, and Kalim would give it all up in a heartbeat to keep Jamil by his side.
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After Jamil's overblot, Kalim finds himself isolated in his home, reevaluating the only true friendship he's ever had. He should probably stay away from Jamil. He doesn't, and it's for the better. -
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Riddle’s mother wasn’t a bad person. She was strict, quick to anger, and didn’t always listen to others, but she wasn’t a bad person. She had reasons for what she did. No matter what, in the end, Riddle could understand it.
And if anything…worse than usual happened, then all Riddle had to do was wait. Eventually, everything would go back to normal.
So when she adds a strange addition to the drawing room, Riddle tries his best not to worry. But all his efforts turn out to be for nothing when he sees the finished product.
Because his mother has bought a person, and suddenly nothing is normal ever again.
Riddle’s life spirals down a path of old memories and new realizations as he does whatever he can to try and fix things for his family, and more importantly- the mer his mother has imprisoned.
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Alternatively: Riddle deals with his mother committing a federal crime and maybe kisses a guy
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- Part 1 of An Ongoing Study of Autonomy and Guilt
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Bookmarked by lovesick_aura
05 Feb 2026
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incredibly beautiful and well-written, bittersweet and very angsty. the characterisation is spot-on and it’s a very emotional and a guilt-centred fic overall.
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They're orange roses, six of them in a ring around a bit of baby’s breath, a piece of leather fern tucked in the back like an afterthought. Cheng Xiaoshi comes back from whatever errands he’d been running and sets the bouquet on the counter.
“What is this?” Lu Guang asks, eyeing the flowers.
“For you,” Cheng Xiaoshi says simply.
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Cheng Xiaoshi buys Lu Guang flowers. Lu Guang can't ignore whatever's between them anymore. -
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Role reversal AU where Dazai is in the Port Mafia and Chuuya is in the Armed Detective Agency.
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When a famous painting goes missing from the Mori Art Museum, the ADA jumps in to help investigate the case.
So Dazai and Chuuya go on a mission together, solve the mystery together, fight enemies together... and somewhere along the line, they fall in love.- Language:
- English
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Bookmarked by lovesick_aura
23 Nov 2025
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really beautiful and angsty while fluffy romance, dazai actually talks about his feelings and they make it official…swoons