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    Sylvain reaches over from his cot to clumsily pat Felix on the arm. “Well anyway, don’t worry about it. If you’re looking for somebody interested, I don’t think you’ll have any trouble finding them. Anybody would wanna deflower you.”

    Felix doesn’t mean to say it, is the thing. He means to tell Sylvain to fuck off, colorfully, for his use of the word “deflower.” He means to tell him that he’s not worried, shut up. He means, more than anything else, to get them to drop this subject and never pick it back up again.

    Instead, for some fucking reason, he opens his mouth and asks: “Would you?”

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    Felix and Sylvain and the terrible, horrible, no good, very cringe attempt at being friends with benefits.

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    11 May 2025

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    GOT TEARY EYED. ONE MILLION STARS

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Felix sighed, his frustration audible. “Were you planning on getting this healed at all?”

    “Sure,” Sylvain lied.

    Felix looked at him again, longer. There was something rotten in Sylvain’s chest. That wasn’t new, really, except that five years of war left it darker and heavier than ever.

    “For once, you could be honest,” Felix said finally, his voice rougher than Sylvain was expecting.

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    11 Oct 2024

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    Felix’s face is wet. His hands are moving above Sylvain’s chest, one spell after another flickering out like a candle in a drafty room. Felix has always been terrible at healing. Sylvain blinks up at him, dazed.
    “Fe,” he says.
    “Don’t,” Felix grits out. “Don’t.”

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    10 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I LOVE YOU

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Sure, he could ask Felix for terms. If he wanted. And asking would have its own set of consequences and potential complications—what if Felix doesn’t want more than a bit of fun? Or stress-relief, or convenience, whatever this is. What if it spoils it, to bring it into the light and give it a proper name?

    Sylvain does his very best not to ask Felix “So, what are we?”

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    09 Mar 2024

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    The first gig Dorothea helps Sylvain land is an extended stunt cameo in a stoner flick, a chance to fully commit to self-parody, playing a washed-up child star turned drug dealer. The wardrobe department outfits him in sunglasses and Hawaiian shirts. He grows some scruff and behaves like an acerbic dirtbag for two weeks. “Pitch-perfect casting,” writes the Tribune. Says Entertainment Weekly: “A familiar face in a nearly unrecognizable performance, Gautier looks like he’s having so much fun being loathsome.”

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    Ex-child actor Sylvain Jose Gautier makes a professional and romantic comeback.

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    06 Oct 2023

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    check out how hard i can cry

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    Sylvain is chained to the post at the opposite end of the small wooden cage. He’s curled up on himself from the pain of being kicked in the stomach, but when he meets Felix’s gaze, he grins and says, “I don’t think that one likes me.”

    “But you’re so likable,” Felix says stonily.

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    A guy walks into a prison stockade. Or: alternate ways to say I love you.

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    28 Sep 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 42

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    “This isn’t a joke to me,” Felix says. Both versions he has of Sylvain — the Sylvain in dreams, the one here now, moving to lie properly on his bed — are the same kind of unlucky. Punished in the same, remorseless way. “Your life isn’t a joke.”

    “You’re always so worried I’m going to die,” Sylvain says fondly. “It’s sweet.”

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    Felix and Sylvain share a long night.

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    23 Aug 2023

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    “Don’t move or you’ll make it worse.”

    Sylvain tried to touch his oozing stomach wound. Next he was going to retort, “Tell me how I can make this any worse.” Then he would die and Felix was going to have to eulogize Sylvain Jose Gautier, last of his bloodline, who wasted his final moments trying to get the last word in. 

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    It’s Groundhog Day in the Valley of Torment.

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    19 Aug 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 51

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    Felix's hair gleams a deep blue in the candlelight, thick as a rope that Felix winds through his fingers. He has brought it over his shoulder and turned his face aside to give himself room to work. In perfect profile, he has features like the silhouette of a Gautier mountain range - beautiful from a distance and deadly up close, even to those who have known it all their lives and grew up in its shadow.
    "Are you going to stare all night?" Felix flicks his gaze at Sylvain, his head still turned to the side. On anyone else, it would be coy. On Felix, it just feels like being looked at.
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    In the midst of war, Sylvain and Felix play a game of pretend.

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    18 Aug 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 35

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    “So you’re his friend,” Felix says. “And that comes with the obligation to tolerate his bad behavior?”

    Ingrid’s expression turns cool. “Is that why you’re here? Obligation?”

    Felix attends Sylvain’s third wedding.

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    12 Aug 2023

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    In ship years, the Scylla is a woman well into her 40s. She’s mature, she’s dependable, and she’s seen some shit. Sylvain found her in a used shipyard over five years ago: battered by asteroids, her main engine a constellation of outdated parts, rats and birds nesting in her cargo bay. Maybe it was messed up for Sylvain to look at a spacecraft and see a metaphor, but there you go.

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    Sylvain hops around the galaxy looking for freedom and running from trouble. Jury’s still out on which one Felix represents.

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    30 Jul 2023

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    “Guess now Dimitri can freak out about the coronation instead,” Sylvain says. Felix makes a vague noise, like he’s done with talking, but Sylvain’s in a chatty mood. The war is over and Felix hasn’t insulted him yet this morning. Obviously it’s a day for miracles. Might as well bring it up now. “Mm, maybe you can finally do something about the way you’re always looking at him.” Complex plans don’t really go well with Felix grinding down against him, and anyway: with Felix, it’s usually just best to be straightforward.

    Felix goes still above him. Sylvain slides a hand in his hair to try to pull him back down, but he won’t go. “Excuse me?”

    “Oh, is this going to be a whole thing?” Sylvain asks. “Are we going to pretend you haven’t been head over heels for the guy since we were all the same height?”

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    11 Apr 2023

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    Though it happens sometimes, usually when Felix can’t shed the energy any other way, Sylvain’s not expecting it tonight: Felix easing into his tent. Jaw set, he studies the tent’s soft wall instead of Sylvain, an oil lamp’s light pulling his shadow above him like a hangman.

    But Sylvain gets it. Sometimes you’ve just got to get your hands on someone.

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    Felix and Sylvain determine things worth saving.

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    16 Mar 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 24

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    He looks at Sylvain: dumb, and hot, and smiling. And then at Dimitri: dumb, and hot, and concerned.

    Felix clambers into Sylvain’s bed, and wraps himself in the comforter, and though no one has said anything, he mutters, “Fuck you.”

    Felix spends a long night with friends.

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    20 Feb 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 47

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    It’s a problem.

    Dimitri in Felix’s colors, one moon before he’s set to make a match.

    Dimitri has an obligation to marry. It’s not Felix who’s stopping him.

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    19 Feb 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 10

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    An AU where Dimitri is the king of the Seelie Court, and Felix is a half-fae noble bound by oath to obey his orders. When Dimitri breaks a promise and gives Felix an order he would rather not obey, Felix comes to him later to deal with the consequences.

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    19 Feb 2023

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    Nothing beyond this mattress matters. The room is filled with the scent of lavender and sex, Sylvain's approaching his second orgasm of the night, and Felix has never seen a better sight in all of Fodlan. In all the world: he knows, deep within his heart, that there is no greater view, no landscape nor sea nor even person, that can hold a candle to Sylvain.

    So he says it.
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    Alternatively: Felix helps Sylvain feel good about himself.

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    18 Feb 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    Felix was too busy reeling from the nonsense that had just spilled from Sylvain’s mouth when a few things happened in quick succession:

    First: A branch sitting high on a tree 10 yards ahead finally gave way to the accumulating snowfall and fell to the ground with a clean snap.

    Second: Sylvain’s horse, a newly acquired young steed that he insisted on giving hands-on training, startled and reared up on its hind legs.

    Last: Sylvain, too busy staring at Felix and not at the damned path, lost his grip and toppled off the back of his horse and rolled down, down, down, off the side of the path.

    And then Sylvain fell into the fucking river.

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    18 Feb 2023

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    Felix had argued vehemently, while Ingrid ripped the room apart to find clothing for them to wear and Sylvain listened at the cracked door to the soldiers downstairs informing the unimpressed brothel owner that they were conducting a routine search for spies from the Kingdom and would need access to all customer rooms, that there was no good reason he had to wear the costume and Sylvain got to keep (most of) his own clothes on.

    Sylvain had—heroically, he thinks—refrained from saying either “You’re prettier” or “You’re so much smaller,” both of which are absolutely true and either of which would have earned him at least a minor stabbing.

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    28 Jan 2023

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    “Do you ever think about what it would be like,” Sylvain starts, chalk squeaking as he begins a new line, “if we didn’t grow up together?”

    Felix stops short mid word, leaving his current sentence a nonsensical 'I will not indulge in horse.'

    “No,” he says. Why would he think about that? He shoots Sylvain a look. “What do you mean?”

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    Felix and Sylvain get detention. Somehow, in the process, they learn how to communicate with each other.

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    02 Dec 2022

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