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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane Hollander says Ilya Rozanov's name out loud the first time they meet, and Ilya's world bursts into color. The universe must think it's so funny, etching their names in forever, when it must know they cannot be together, not in any real way.

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    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    It started off as an offhanded joke from Bood, a ‘You sure you’re not pregnant Roz?’ that Ilya and the rest of his team laughed off.

    Because to them, it was laughable. Ilya Rozanov, notorious ladies man, with possible morning sickness. How funny would that be?

    Ilya didn’t really feel like laughing at the two very visible lines displayed on the pregnancy test in front of him.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    21 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Ilya Rozanov always told people he was perfectly happy being single.

    Ilya was actually thankful for it.

    He felt like being single was a blessing that his stressed-out friends didn't have.

    Ilya planned to stay that way forever. Or at least, he hoped he would. But that plan completely fell apart the moment Marleau introduced his cousin, Shane Hollander.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya tells the world in their own way.

    or a fix-it of some sort in which instead of getting outed via Hayden's fanmail they get to come out in their own terms, private but not secret sort of relationship in where they only reveal they're together once they got married.

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    20 Feb 2026