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    Brief one-shots, usually AUs, in the Yuri On Ice fandom.

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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Is it the same for Kaveh then? Al-Haitham ponders in the silence. Could he love only in the way he loves his creations and the process of creating? These imperfect things that he moulds from clay, from metal, wood, and dirt; that he shapes and refines into perfection from his own worn hands and overwrought mind, nourished with his blood and sweat and tears, forever chasing after an ideal so unattainable, it always seems out of reach?

    Al-Haitham does not think himself an artist, so he does not know; perhaps will never truly know, this eternal struggle that seems to beset the artistic soul. Still, he feels a shiver running down his spine as he continues to watch Kaveh’s hands working the moist clay; as he begins to wonder what ‘form’ he would take if Kaveh’s fingers were to thoroughly shape him into ‘art’; into something born of Kaveh’s ideal, of Kaveh’s love.

    Evoked by a fleeting touch, Al-Haitham begins to dream.

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    31 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    There’s a speck in the window that Kaveh can’t get rid of. 

    He sits at the windowsill with a cup of coffee cradled between his hands. The warmth of it is comforting, relieving the incessant pounding in his head. His eyes are still rimmed red from the other day’s testimony, and there’s a tension in his gut that’s become something of an old friend lately. 

    The speck his eyes have been trained on since he wandered into the kitchen is similar in that regard. He can’t stand to look at it, so he closes his eyes and breathes his way into the day.

    Slow and steady.

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    14 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 85

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    The Pir Kavikavus prize is given to a promising Akademiya graduate of any Darshan under the age of 40. Kaveh has been nominated every year since graduating with honors at 21.

    …And has won zero times. He’s over it. Really!

    (Kaveh’s career told through multi-media snapshots of Sumeru society)

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    10 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    Following the conclusion of the Interdarshan Championship, Alhaitham and Kaveh return to a house full of moving boxes.

    As Alhaitham cuts into a piece of chicken, the table wobbles.

    “Oh,” Kaveh says, from the doorway. “Sorry, uh…”

    He scrambles toward the table and rifles through his box of things for a few moments, until he produces the wooden shim that he’d slipped underneath the table months ago to stabilize it.

    Alhaitham stares wordlessly at the wedged piece of wood in Kaveh’s hand.

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    09 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    “Speaking of cute,” Kaveh continues, “the client- you know, the one who gave me Parry? She’s totally my type.” Kaveh sighs wistfully. “It’s a shame we met through work. Otherwise, I would’ve taken her out to dinner sometime.”

    With what mora? Alhaitham thinks, the witty remark on the tip of his tongue. However, the curious side of Alhaitham takes over his vocal functions.

    “Your type is… cute?”

    Kaveh blinks at his unusual question but recovers quickly. “Yeah, pretty much. But that’s basically everybody’s type.”

    Alhaitham’s type, he surmises, is tall, blond, red-eyed architects, so he’s not sure where Kaveh is getting his evidence from.

    Alhaitham learns that Kaveh’s type is “cute.” He loses his mind a little.

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    09 Aug 2025