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  1. Rec 23

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    Shane is still learning the rules. Like, watching Naruto is fine, but My Neighbor Totoro is weird and also gay. Salmon at a restaurant is not the same as shiozake at home. When you go to Mitch Bergeron’s house you have to ask if you should take off your shoes or not. If you just do it, people will look at you funny.

    The most important thing is hockey. There’s nothing more Canadian than hockey, not even poutine or ginger ale. Being Canadian is easy if you’re good at hockey.

    If Shane could play for the Montreal Metros—or even for McGill, like his dad—he’ll really be just like everyone else. He’ll be better.

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    15 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane’s dad said that he should stand up for himself when bullies were cruel to him. Shane’s mom said, “sometimes, David, violence is the answer.”

    But neither of them had good advice for when it was Shane’s friends and teammates who were unkind, and he never asked.

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    14 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 20

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    He still didn't know if this was normal - asking your friends about how good they were at sucking dick. Maybe this was how friendship worked for other people, if you weren't both hockey players, if one of you wasn't married, if your friendship didn't depend so much on knowing as little about each other as possible. If you knew the other person liked sucking dick.

    Maybe he just likes it when Rose looks at him like that, awestruck, like he's scored a hattrick. He doesn't know anyone else who would be this impressed by his knowledge of having sex with men, which is unfair, seeing how long he's worked to build it.

    Maybe that's why he ends up where he does, one arm extended to stick two fingers in Rose's mouth, her pink lipgloss sticky, smearing around his fingers, three of her fingers pressed as far as they can go into his, both of them drooling and stifling little snorts of laughter.

    Rose asks a lot of questions.

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    14 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 10

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    Michael Zhang makes his palms itchy, the back of his neck clammy and cold. The world’s going to be hard on you, he thinks, and watches the kid watch the floor, his mouth flooding with the bitter metallic taste of blood before he realizes he’s bitten down. Learn to take a hit already. He feels a kind of repulsion that he doesn’t want to be feeling, a part of him that instinctually wants to flinch away, like you would from something old, or sick.

    This is what it's like, seeing your reflection.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “You think I’m evil,” he says, with deep certainty.

    Ilya’s eyes are unquestionably fond. “No,” he says, and he pulls at Shane’s arms until Shane collapses again, falling onto Ilya’s chest once more, this time with his face exposed to open air.

    “Ah, my Shane,” Ilya says, and wraps his arms tightly around Shane, tight enough that he feels cradled. He says something else too, something in Russian that Shane doesn’t recognize.

    “You do,” Shane says, just to hear Ilya deny it again. He wants the reassurance, wants Ilya to tell him that he’s good, that he'd be good even if he turned Michael away. “It is evil. I shouldn’t want to hit the poor kid asking for my help.”
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    Great character study with a side of 🔥 sex

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    “Sometimes, I wish he was a worse person,” Ilya admits one night, while he and Yuna are doing the dishes. Shane and Ilya had come over for chicken parmesan, and it had been a lovely dinner, right up until David, clearing the plates, mentioned that he had met a guy at the store the other day who was a big fan of Shane’s, had a kid who idolized him.

    David asked if Shane could sign a piece of merchandise for him, maybe record a video. Shane said yes, because he had a rule, about doing things for child fans. Now, Shane was off shooting a video while Ilya did the dishes, and Ilya already knew the way it would require Shane to drag his public face up from the depths of his stomach, the work it would take him to shed it afterwards, the way it would taint this evening.

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    11 Mar 2026