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what if all this counts for nothing (everything i thought i'd be) by perpetuallyconcerned
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Apr 2022
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"Chris is scared. He can't remember ever being scared like this. Before, when he was afraid, he always had Dad or Buck or Abuela to give him hugs and tell him that everything was okay, but now Buck is in Dad's room, and he hasn't come out."
Before, during, and after Eddie's breakdown: three missing scenes from three different perspectives.
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Five Ways Eddie Told Someone He Loved Them... by perpetuallyconcerned
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Apr 2022
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...and one way they said it back.
Or: Eddie isn't the best at communicating his feelings, but he sure does have a lot of them.
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"It would be less weird if it was someone else, he thinks. They all have bad days, but Eddie sometimes seems untouchable, unshakeable. So this? It's weird. Not the end of the world, but definitely noteworthy."
Five times Eddie was tired, and one time he finally got to sleep.
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The thing is that Eddie used to dream about it, about having a lasting, forever type of love for himself, but he hadn't thought he'd ever get that, ever deserve it. But god, whether or not Buck feels the same, this is that tender, all-consuming love he's spent his life dreaming about.
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"I'm struggling," Spencer interrupted. His gaze landed somewhere in the vicinity of Hotch's tie. He couldn't bear to witness the man's disapproval.
Or: After New Orleans, Spencer goes to Hotch for help instead of Gideon.
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Galadriel and Orion made it out of the Scholomance. What next?
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hollanov break the internet by moonlightdances
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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feelingshanetastic
not hollander yelling at rozanov LMFAO someone get roz out of there
IlyaRozanov81 ✅
do not get me out of anywhere, i like it here.
feelingshanetastic
HELLO??thathollanovfan
Why is no one talking about how comfortable Ilya’s thighs look OMG, @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer wanna share?
ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer ✅
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16 Feb 2026
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The Montreal Girl (Lily & Jane) by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Dec 2025
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14 Feb 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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14 Feb 2026
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feel you vanish like sugar into tea. by Joooceee
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Nov 2025
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“He looks so happy,” Jackie said, joining him at the railing. She rested her head against his shoulder, wrapped an arm around his waist. “It’s really nice to see.”
“Yeah, it really is,” Hayden said. He sighed heavily. “Fuck. I’m gonna have to start liking Ilya Rozanov, aren’t I?”
Jackie giggled, rubbing his back in a placating manner. “I’m afraid so, babe.”
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5 times Hayden started understanding Shane and Ilya's relationship, and the 1 time he finally told Shane he did.
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10 Feb 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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10 Feb 2026