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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Why are you still asleep?”

    Damon mumbles something incoherent under his breath, flat against the plush bed, angling his body to avoid soaking in the fluorescent light peeking through the ceiling. He can almost imagine a harmony of a red-crowned crane beating its wings and the stream nearby, cascading down jagged stone and pebbles. It’s easy to listen with closed eyes.

    He should be heading to the dining hall right about now, a few inches away from a timber countertop and a tiny vase stuffed with the fake, rubber petals of a flower, but instead, he’s situated on the lengthy bed in Kai’s dorm with his blazer buttoned half way up and chapped lips doing the one thing you shouldn’t do—sleeping past the morning announcement. There’s nothing to think about. Just patterned, pink wallpaper and an intricate ceiling.

    “Hey.” A hand shakes his shoulder as he’s on the verge of falling into a dream.

    Or: The first time Kai gets jealous is a few days after the trial.

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    04 Jan 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    The thing is, Damon doesn’t really get Kai. The way he clings onto others like a man starved of food, as if unable to bear being ripped away from their orbits for even a second. As if being alone is the worst feeling in the entire world; batter absorbing the smouldering heat as it rises. He talks like he’s something bigger than himself, lines his teeth with sugar and salt until it is enough to make him whole.

    (Damon doesn’t get Kai, because where Kai is all saccharine words and soft skin, Damon is anything but; it is the drumming of war that beats behind his lungs. His heart is a bitter, stale thing, and the rot is nestled deep under his skin. He kneads himself out of shattered mirrors, snakes eating their own tails, expired ingredients – softness is irrationality and irrationality is not how he wins. How else, pray tell, could he have built himself up from nothing? How else could he have welded his tongue into a match, a kindling flame, that threatens to burn anything that gets too close?)

    In the time following the first trial, Damon and Kai bake a cake.

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    04 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 68

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    "I had it under control," he says, because apparently he can't help himself.

    "I can leave you here if you want." Her voice is even, no edge to it. Just offering.

    They both know she won't. They both know he didn't have anything under control.

    Or Robert tries his hand at dispatch missions, if only his girlfriend weren't his boss and one of the most powerful women on earth.

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    25 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    “So bring the dead to her.” Tyrion urged.
    There was a moment of silence. Then, Tyrion exhaled and shook his head.
    “No. It’s a bad idea.”
    Dany raised an eyebrow. “You just proposed it.”
    “And I’m immediately rejecting it,”
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    Or one where Tyrion uses his brain and makes a better plan than his recent clever plans

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    24 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Afterwards, lying on his apartment floor with his dead dog wrapped in a towel on his chest, Robert hopes it was instant.

    Beef is hit by a car. He doesn't make it.

    Now with added coma-related trauma and daddy issues.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    heartbreaking