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Brave New Hell by Blackridge
Fandoms: Rebuild of Evangelion | Evangelion: New Theatrical Edition, Neon Genesis Evangelion
26 Jun 2024
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Asuka woke up three days ago in a world she doesn't understand, and she's not sure she likes. For the first time, she is not surrounded by destruction and war, but by the mundanity of adult life. And she kind of hates it.
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25 Dec 2025
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Learning German was supposed to be a simple chore by NERV, just another test to study for. But for Shinji Ikari, it becomes something else entirely.
After a humiliating exchange with Asuka, he begins to wish that he could be braver, louder, more like her. Shinji falls into frustration, daydreaming about the things he could have said, but didn't. With Asuka out and Misato busy though, Shinji finds himself alone. After a stray impulse to clean Asuka's room, Shinji finds a pair of bright red interface clips, and a sudden, breathless urge to see himself differently.
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08 Dec 2025
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Set pre “Angel Attack”/NGE Series, this story primarily follows Ritsuko Akagi and her developing relationships during the events leading up to Episode One.
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“…this is it. The beginning of the End…”
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03 Dec 2025
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Shinji is Asuka and Asuka is Shinji, and Rei is...Rei???
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30 Nov 2025
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As it ends, so does it begin anew.
Fifteen years ago, the Second Impact radically altered the climate of Planet Earth. In the blink of an eye, three billion people perished, consumed in a sudden surge of natural disasters, as seas boiled and skies fell. The world, as it had been known up until that point, had ended--and for the new world that crawled, furtive and half-formed, out of its ashes, there was a need for a new testament, a gospel of the new age.
(This is not the first time this story has been told.)
Ikari Yui, the Third Child. Age fourteen, and fresh on the field to pay, once again, for the sins of her father. Once, Shinji defied Gendo in his grief, and rejected Instrumentality. Once, Shinji embraced Gendo in his defiance, and at last found common ground with the man who had played the most visible role in making his life Hell. Now, Yui stands opposed to Gendo once again, engulfed by the shadow of a legacy bleaker than she knows, held in the palm of her mother's hand.
And yet, salvation may be found under the unlikeliest and most counterintuitive of circumstances--can it not?
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16 Nov 2025
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Shinji and Misato become closer. It is not necessarily a good thing. An AU retelling focused on the pairing of Shinji Ikari and Misato Katsuragi.
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28 Sep 2025
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Alucard heard the story of Leon Belmont four times, and all of them were true.
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05 Sep 2025
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SOVEREIGNTY-ASSOCIATIONIST GIRL NANAMI by alanharnum
Fandoms: Shoujo Kakumei Utena | Revolutionary Girl Utena
27 Dec 2017
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Co-written with Paul Corrigan. This one should really be allowed to speak for itself, although I will say there are plentiful spoilers in it for both the movie and the TV series. Much easier to understand if you're Canadian, or, like Paul, from Michigan, which is practically Canada anyway.
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25 Aug 2025
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I wish I could describe how funny, creative, and true to the spirit of Utena this fic is. Undoubtedly a triumph of the old community
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Makoto feels cold when he looks in the mirror.
He can't work out why.Bookmarked by postmarzipan
26 Oct 2024
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The main question, she thinks, isn’t her chance at survival or whether she’ll stick to the plot. No, it’s whether she should change the flawed system that thrives off war and child soldiers. Arguably, she’s in the best position to fix it. People would certainly be more willing to listen to you if you threaten them with the giant fox demon in your gut. But what would the cost be? Her morals? Her humanity?
The road to hell is paved with good intentions after all.
(In which a human rights lawyer is reincarnated into a world without morality, without logic, and most of all, without laws. Helping the world was easier when people weren’t ninjas.)
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03 Aug 2024
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Sakura is thirteen when she first finds the journals.
Sakura is fourteen when she has studied enough to understand them.
Sakura is eighteen when she finally accepts what she has become.The air around her tastes like victory and she thrives in it.
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27 Apr 2024
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Tailed beasts aren't the only things sealed inside children. Sometimes danger comes from within, as Sakura discovers, and it can have lasting consequences for those close to you.
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The Haruno family is more complicated than initially thought, every gift has a price, and Sakura is way too unstable to be the normal kid on Team Seven.
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- 12/?
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25 Apr 2024
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Shinji and the Doctor by philopoemen
Fandoms: Doctor Who, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Doctor Who (2005), Doctor Who & Related Fandoms
30 Oct 2021
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Stranded on a parallel Earth, the Tenth Doctor finds himself mentoring a traumatized child soldier enlisted in a hopeless war to save humanity. With an endless number of mysteries in sight -- from the enigmatic alien invaders they call Angels, to the strange machines known as Evangelions used in the planet's defense, to the shadowy maneuvers of those in power -- the Doctor is drawn deeper and deeper into a web of mistakes and sins that threaten to consume all humankind. In time, he'll face the darkest question of them all: what if there are some worlds -- and some children -- even the Doctor can't save?
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- 120/?
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08 Apr 2024
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The year is 2000 AD. The Rokubungi Expedition has just awakened the Giant of Light and initiated a catastrophic event that will come to be known as Second Impact. The expedition’s leader, Gendo Rokubungi, uses the last of his strength to send his son Shinji to safety in an escape pod.
Trapped in a state of stasis, Shinji Rokubungi re-examines his own life and the uncertain future and comes to an unexpected conclusion: if he makes it out alive, he wants a new, better life — as a girl.
Dredged out of the ocean, the girl that was Shinji finds herself in a slightly different world than the one she was just in. The expedition in this place was led by a certain Dr. Katsuragi, and as far as anyone knows, she is the only child present in Antarctica at the time: the expedition leader’s daughter, Misato Katsuragi…
(A 99% Canon-Compliant* re-contextualization and expanding-upon of Misato's life combined with a Transfem Shinji story.)
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- Part 1 of EVANGELION:if
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30 Mar 2024
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After being unable to find Utena in the outside world, Anthy is forced to return to Ohtori and confront the choices she made there. By going back to the ruins, she sets in motion a series of events that seem....oddly familiar.
They say sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic, after all.- Language:
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07 Mar 2024
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She wakes up in a massacre, drool and blood dripping down the front of her shirt as she stares emptily at the two dead bodies before her.
A part of her mind is screaming, howling at the memories of countless deaths carved into it and the burning betrayal of his brother.
The other is sobbing hysterically at the memory of hands that took and took until there wasn’t anything left to take.
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It takes her months to come to terms with the fact that she’s not dead but alive and trapped in the body of a six-year-old little boy whose brother had massacred his entire family. She feels disconnected from the world she's awaken in, where children are being taught to kill and she's living in the same house the boy saw his family be slaughtered in and no one seems to care.
Being reborn isn't fun.
Being reborn as Uchiha Sasuke is a mess and a half.
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- Part 1 of The Messy Reality of Waking Up
- Part 1 of CATC
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- 113,139
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- 27/?
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13 Jan 2024
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At night, Rei settles with a resigned sigh onto the creaky, hardwood floor, and Asuka pretends to be comfortable in her stolen bed. They don't say goodnight to each other. They don't say anything at all.
or: asuka moves in with rei instead of shinji and misato. longing ensues.
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- Part 1 of biblical
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25 Nov 2023
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Benio Amakusa was six years old when she first saw a show by the Takarazuka Revue. That night in her bedroom, she stood before her mirror and pulled her hair back behind her, widened her stance and squared her shoulders, and wished with all her might that she was a boy.
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03 Nov 2023
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The infuriating thing, though, is that she just honestly can’t tell what Kurusu does think of her. Sometimes it feels like Kurusu only remembers she exists when Goromi’s right in front of her, even though everyone in the damn country thinks about her all the time. (Thinks about her, wants her, photoshops her face onto gravure idols, tries to follow her home when she doesn’t take a cab -- she wanted all this, but maybe she doesn’t anymore, maybe it’s getting a little old. Knowing that she’s secretly the scariest bitch in Tokyo isn’t nearly as reassuring as it used to be.)
In which Akechi attempts to keep her priorities straight.
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16 Feb 2023
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"Going off the path can lead to some dangerous ends; you should be aware of that."
"Yes, but what use is a path to a Trickster?"
A tale where Joker is a girl, she has only one partner-in-crime, and everyone involved in the Game has an ego bigger than Tokyo. Wait, that last one's not so different...
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- 127/127
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31 Jan 2023