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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    irina haunting the narrative /pos i'm SOBBING ON MY TOILET

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    “Shane…”

    “Who the fuck do you think you’re calling Shane?”

    “Sweetheart,” Ilya corrects, tilting his head down against Shane’s grip on his hair to try to catch his lips. “Please.”

    “I can do everything she can,” Shane says. “But you’ve been a bit too naughty today. I’m tying you up first.”

    “Oh, no,” Ilya says, voice going high and breathy. “That’s terrible.”

    Or - The jealous Shane/pathetic top Ilya fic where Shane makes Ilya beg for it

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  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    "I-A-M-G-A-Y."

    "Huh," Buck tuts and sits back. "What kind of a name is that?"

    Eddie blinks. "What?"

    "Iamgay," Buck says, struggling through the fictional pronunciation. "Maybe one of the A's has an accent over it. Iamgáy. Iamgày?"

    or, after the car catches on fire, Buck and Eddie get stuck at a haunted motel and use an Ouija board

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    I'm jealous, Rose would often say after learning that someone was queer, intending it as a lighthearted joke at her own boy-crazy expense. She wonders now if everyone she's ever talked to heard it for the bald confession it may very well have been. You get to be with a woman. I don't. It's not fair.

    I'm jealous.

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