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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    For as long as Cloud can remember, he's been having blurry dreams that he can never make out. Until one day, a face comes into focus.

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    12 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    Cloud Strife was a lone wolf: he’d been born alone, lived alone, and would die alone. 

    Cloud Strife didn’t need anyone.

    Cloud Strife certainly, and most positively, didn’t need a soulmate. 

    In which a very bitter and jaded Cloud Strife finds himself back in Midgar five years after joining the Turks. A rouge assassin with a stray bullet pulls an unrequited love back into the fold.

    Why is it that the only thing that makes Cloud feel whole is touching the man who broke his heart so many years ago?

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    12 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    In the army, you help a brother out. Even when it hurts like hell.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    If this were a different story, Zack thinks, he would be using his last moments to remember kind, green eyes and a sweet smile. He would be staring out into the raining sky, life running out of him, while making peace with the fact that he would never see his first love again. If this were a different story, Zack would not be left empty-handed, crying out as his friend stumbles away into the remnants of a battlefield. He would not be praying for that blond head to turn, aching to capture the final sight of a cherished face before locking it behind two lids.

    No, this does not feel like a fitting end to this story at all―and Zack overflows with the one childish thought that this is unbearably unfair. In the rare moments that he, as any soldier must, contemplated his death, he never imagined that he would die alone.

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    06 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    Cloud has failed the SOLDIER exam for what feels like the last time, when the hits keep coming the cadet finds himself unsure of his ability to cope and begins to turn to unsavory methods. Zack is left scrambling to find ways to save him. Little does he know, his actions might just end up taking someone with him as he goes. Rated M for language, violence and sexual themes.

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    08 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Embrace your dreams, and, whatever happens, protect your honor as SOLDIER.” The voice sent a shiver of painful familiarity down Cloud's spine. “Well, okay, you never made SOLDIER...but it’s what’s in here that counts.”

    Cloud swallowed past the tightness in his throat, pushing aside the familiar sting behind his eyes as tears began to form. He had dreams about Zack but that’s all they were, dreams. This was different. He was awake and in the middle of a fight that was not only to save his own life, but to save the planet. He had no idea what was happening but he didn’t care. There was only one thing Cloud cared about.

    “Zack,” he whispered. His voice cracked, making the disbelief and hopelessness audibly evident.

    “Well, you need a hand with him?” Zack asked.

    “Yes.”

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    07 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Zack doesn't know if he is going in the right direction. Not after the last two years and his past is racing to catch up to him. At least, he's got Cloud to help distract him.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    After a horrible car accident, Cloud has to start over his freshman year at University. He's not really looking for attention from a happy dudebro jock. He's just trying not to fall too far behind everyone else.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Zack's just trying to make it through the aftermath of the Wutai War. He's not expecting a fresh out of training Turk Agent to come in and make everything better. Or worse, everyone keeps telling him.

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    30 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 74

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    "I'm nervous."

    “I know. Don’t be. I promised I'd look after you, so I will. SOLDIER’s honour!”

    “Mhmm.” Cloud couldn’t scrub away the –mostly– feigned doubt from his tone.

    Zack was easy going. So easy going that he’d gathered a bit of a rumour of being ‘unrestrained’. It wasn’t unheard of that he’d disappear from outings. Rumours separated into popular theories as to with whom, tendencies and even genders, and he never asked Zack about his partying habits. It wasn’t his business.

    “Hey, have I ever let you down before?”

    “We’ve never been out before.”

    “Fine!” Zack poked his head out the bathroom. Spikes were pointing everywhere, it looked ridiculous. “This is your birthday! I promise I’ll keep my eyes on the prize.”

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    25 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 28

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    Prince Loki of Asgard messes up a very simple spell and ends up in the cabin of one King Thor aboard the Statesman.

    Or, Pre-Canon!Loki gets his guts rearranged by Post-Ragnarok!Thor.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    There's a shift in the universe Zack's not aware of. Running from death and kicking ass, all he can do is get Cloud as far away from Nibelheim and Hojo as he can. Hopefully running right back to the heart of Shinra doesn't backfire on him. He got Cloud into this mess to begin with, he better be able to get him out of it.

    Zack is alive, spoilers for remake, loosely canon and I mean loosely. Fix it Fic. Starts at end of Crisis Core. Or the end of the remake? What is this nonsense. Also loosely canon CC.

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    18 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    For all that he believes in him, part of Zack doesn’t want to have faith in Cloud. A part of him wants Cloud to fail, wants him to fail so badly that SOLDIER and mako and swords never get anywhere near him. Wants Cloud’s eyes to stay endlessly blue and bright in a way that’s his, wants Cloud whole and safe and tucked against him like this forever.

    Wants Cloud far, far away from dead mentors and bloodied hands and scars that look like the gridlines of maps.

    But more than anything, Zack wants Cloud happy. So he sucks it up and figures he can at least teach him something that keeps him safe.

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    25 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 5

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    Cloud is a freak and Zack is asleep.

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    23 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Who are you seeing? Is it—is it him!?”

    A lingering side of Cloud knows that his healing with Aerith, and his tears with Zack, had been undeniably real.

    The man Tifa speaks of has plagued his nightmares for the last year, nowhere to be seen in the light of day or in the faces of his family. Sephiroth is no longer a part of Cloud. Sephiroth can no longer tear apart his visage and reach into the caverns of his existence, crushing everything in sight like a bloody, wilted carnation. Sephiroth is no more when it comes to battling with death before he gets a chance to live. Sephiroth is gone. But Zack and Aerith… Cloud can’t say the same for.

    He hopes he never has to.

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    23 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 43

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    Zack squeezes his hand. “Didn’t think I’d let Aerith have all the fun, did you?”

    That must be what finally makes Cloud fall apart.

    There’s a lump forming in his throat at the mention of Aerith, and just the thought of Zack arguing with the Planet—of all life—to come see him again, makes his legs feel weak. He’s stronger than this, is supposed to be stronger than this, but Cloud can’t seem to hold back the sound of a sob coming up his lungs.

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    22 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 26

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    “You’re going to be alright, Cloud. Don’t panic. Don’t move.”

    As if he could move. With eyes the size of a mustard seed, Cloud slowly glances over to his left, beyond his far reaches, where Zack stands. He’s near the edge, standing tall, firm, both of his hands held out as if to emphasize Cloud not to move. But he seems so far away. Even if there’s only 10 meters that separates them, it feels like 50.

    The cold makes his nose sting. He feels it drip. He doesn’t dare move to wipe it away. If breathing deep made the ice crack then moving is definitely out of the question.

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    21 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 29

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    Each time Cloud wrote his name on the try-outs list for SOLDIER, posted in the gym after the current year’s initiation ceremony, it felt like the pen was scratching into his heart. One letter after another, spelling out wannabe, loser, failure, pathetic. But Cloud wrote anyway.
    Today, Cloud hadn’t written his name for himself. Not for his hometown, not for his mother, not for the girl back home whom he’d crushed on for years.
    Today, he wrote his name for Zack Fair.

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    21 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 49

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    Life in Midgar is a whole lot different to that in Nibelheim. People in the city are more touchy-feely, for one thing. Especially Cloud’s best friend Zack. Not that Cloud really minds when Zack touches him… on the contrary, actually. But he’s afraid that other people might get the wrong impression. After all, it’s not like they’re a couple or anything.

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    21 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 37

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    It was all such a blur to him. One moment, he was laying on the ground in the rain, covered in blood and dirt and full of bullets. Right, Cloud was there too, looking like a drowned cat with how hard the downpour was. Zack was glad to finally see him conscious. He remembered giving him the Buster Sword, then everything went dark.

    The next time he woke, he was in a hospital. Sitting at his bedside was a much different Cloud, a much older Cloud compared to when he saw him last.

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    Zakkura week Day 3: Zack Survived

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    20 Dec 2025

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