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Diagnostic criteria by mxmushroom
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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Shane's therapist and his psychiatrist are totally ganging up on him.
(Shane gets another diagnosis. He's not very happy about it.)
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- Part 9 of Nothing ever seems to fit
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“For fucks sake Ilya, will you just let it go?”
“No, I will not.” Ilya rounded on him, and in a single second Shane was being spun around to face him, hands firm and a little tight as they clasped his skin, fingernails pressing into his forearms. “You passed out Shane.”
Shane shook his head, eyes burning as he found an interesting spot on the ceiling.
“No, listen to me,” Ilya shook him. “You are stressing about something, you are barely eating, you are exercising too much. You FUCKING FAINTED in the gym today. Do you not get that? You were down, out completely for several seconds, if Luca hadn’t found you....”
They stared at each other for a few moments, Ilya’s chest heaving, eyes shining bright with something heavy as Shane just glared back at him.
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Shane joined the Centaurs a few months back, and god he loves this team. But the eyes of the Hockey world are sitting there, waiting, fingers at the ready to accuse him of losing his edge, now that he can be distracted by Ilya. The weight of it all has him scrambling to make everything right again, to give him back the control that’s steadily slipping away.
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The Montreal Girl by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Five times Ilya lied (but not really) to his teammates about Shane, and one time he didn’t have to.
Inspired by two Cliff Marlow lines: In the airport, when their game with Montreal gets cancelled and he tells Ilya, “Whoever she is, she’s gonna get over it,” and the scene in the locker room when he says, “Wow, this Montreal girl works you up, brother—you’re straight up blushing, Roz.”
Or, the Boston Bears’ perspective of Ilya and Shane’s “secret” relationship over the years
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- Part 1 of The Montreal Girl (Lily & Jane)
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the long way home by baybee0 (amberlightfic) for StrivingArtist, erothymia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Metros captain Shane Hollander on addiction, recovery, and what it cost to ask for help.
Eighteen months after completing a 60-day inpatient rehabilitation program, Hollander and his partner, Ottawa Centaurs forward Ilya Rozanov, sit down for their first joint interview.
Published in partnership with the Irina Foundation for Men's Mental Health Awareness Month.
A Sportsnet Magazine feature by Catherine Morin-Bouchard.
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- Part 3 of it doesn't un-happen
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Broken (But I Always Find My Way Back To You) by M_1dn1ght_s
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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After Ilya's mental health takes a turn for the worse, he breaks up with Shane thinking he is making everything worse for the other man. But Shane and Ilya are like moths to a flame. No amount of distance or time could ever keep them apart and not even Ilya's depression can pry his beating heart away from Shane's soul.
As if Shane would let him get away.