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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    “Just… be happy, okay?”

    That’s the last thing Dan says before he gently lets the door fall into its lock behind him, the soft clicking more resounding, more final than any slam could’ve been.

    Phil can handle a loud fight – Dan always comes back after those.

    He’s not sure how to handle this soft goodbye into the night.

    Dan leaves.

    Phil doesn't know how to bring him back home - he just knows he has to.

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    06 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    "With Phil, it always feels good. Everything does; his lips, his hands, his heat. But he knows it can be so much more if he weren't such a coward. And surely Phil knows it too. He says just being with Dan is enough. But Dan wishes, no- he hopes, that one day, he can do more than just enough."
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    Dan struggles to overcome his internalized homophobia during his intimate moments with Phil. He wants, he tries and slowly, they are making progress. After an old friend of Phil's gets a little too handsy for Dan's comfort, he finally gains the confidence he needs to just take what he wants.

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    05 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Dan drifts to sleep in Phil’s bed and dreams of a future that feels a little too real.

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    03 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    It starts simply—with the interlocking of pinkies.

    Phil’s remaining fingers curl against his palm as chapped lips meet the soft skin of his closed fist.

    Dan remembers it vividly. He remembers how hard his heart was beating, the uneasy flip of his stomach, and the whispered promise that it didn't have to mean anything—they were young and horny and and and Phil's lips were on his. And Dan doesn't remember much after that.

    Or: Dan and Phil have these rituals they do.

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    02 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    All four men seem lovely, very outgoing, and Phil feels a little overwhelmed and out of place. He knows, realistically, that this is his gig and yet he feels like he’s somehow letting them down.

    Phil shakes everyone’s hands – Reece, a confident, charming man with an impressive moustache, Miles, who seems a little shy but friendly, and way, way too muscular for Phil, his handshake so tight, he gets a little scared for his poor weak hand. Elias, constantly talking, making all of them laugh. And a fourth guy, Dan, all curls and sharp edges, who looks at him a little intensely.

    Phil does a video speed dating some gay guys - And falls into it hard and fast.

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    26 Feb 2026