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    Hayden only recognizes the signs because he’s seen them in Ilya.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    10 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Henry has the flu. It's Alex to the rescue.

    Ft. lots of pet names, an argument over She's the Man, and Shaan being confused by a peanut butter and jelly sandwich

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    08 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ilya is haunted by his past creeping up on him in his dreams. Shane holds him to keep him from falling apart.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Shane had known for a while now that he was in love with Ilya Rozanov. But it was seeing the sweet, gentle, caring side of him that leaked out more and more after they finally admitted their feelings for one another that clinched the deal. 

    “We’re good here,” Ilya promised him, voice softer than Shane is used to hearing it as he gently ran a large hand gently over his shoulders. “Your family is here. Your boyfriend is here. You’re good here, okay?” 

    “My boyfriend?” Shane asked, slightly surprised at the other man’s use of the word. 

    And it was when he looked up, staring into Ilya’s soft blue eyes as he casually confirmed his words, as though there was no doubt in Ilya’s mind that they were anything but, that Shane knew. 

    He could love this man for the rest of his life. He could love him for all of their days, and it wouldn’t even be hard. Loving Ilya was easier than breathing. It was natural, instinctual, and impossible to live without. 
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    During their visit to Shane's parents' house, he reflects on just how much he loves Ilya Rozanov

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    08 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs is marked by one particular change. The sports analysts notice, and so does Ilya.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Alex bounces on the balls of his feet, ready to step in and wrap Henry in his arms, call him baby a million times, anything to take the hurt out of his eyes.

    And then his mom surprises him, just a little. "Oh, honey. Come here."

    Alex watches as his mother wraps her arms snugly around Henry -- Alex knows that hug, knows that Henry will be powerless to do anything other than hold her back. Henry's arms do wrap around her, and for just a moment, he tucks his forehead into Ellen's shoulder. A breath shudders out of him and his shoulders look like they curl in on themselves as he inhales again, shaky and watery.

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    08 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 46

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    A silly little one-shot because I couldn't get a bloody Hollanov hook up out of my mind. Set at the All-Stars game in Tampa 2017, in an AU where Rose hasn't broken up with Shane yet, Alexei has flown to Florida to confront Ilya about not answering his calls, and Hollanov haven't laid eyes on each other in person since the club. There's fun hockey with a lot of innuendo! Then when Shane sees how Alexei treats Ilya, he goes feral. Yes, Shane walks Ilya like a dog but never forget that this kitten's got teeth, too.

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    06 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane starts a full blown donnybrook with the Metros when they target and injure Ilya during the playoffs.

    Or: the Centaurs have a biting list, and the Metros who broke Shane's heart are at the top of that list.

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    06 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 76

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    Shane has always prided himself on his ability to keep his cool on the ice.

    This changes about halfway through his first season with the Centaurs.

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    06 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    It was like Hudson wanted to prove something. Like he was trying to say “Yes, yes, you are right to be jealous. You don’t know him like I know him, you don’t have him like I do”. Which was stupid, really. Connor wasn’t Hudson’s. And Hudson didn’t want him to be. He had a girlfriend and he loved her. It didn’t make sense.

    But there was something about riling Connor up that was just so addictive. About pushing him towards something forbidden and uncharted for both of them. He couldn’t help himself sometimes. He just had to have him.

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    My take on the SNL afterparty.

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    05 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 60

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    Grief, guilt, and longing leave Ilya raw.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Yuna might be a bit vindictive. But Rozanov is an asshole — even Shane admits it. He insults everyone all the time. Right now, it’s Yuna’s turn.

    “Licking your wounds, Rozanov?” He turns slightly.

    “Licking — what?” His accent is stronger than she thought it would be. Yuna realizes they’ve never really had a conversation. Maybe an idiom wasn’t the right choice for a chirp.

    “Thinking about your losses,” Yuna clarifies. Does an insult lose power if you have to explain it? Probably. Damn.

    “Ah.” Rozanov turns his head back to look out at the city. He sounds bored. It pisses Yuna off more than it probably should. Which is dumb, since she’s the one who came all the way out here just to start something because she hates this boy, this brash, cocky asshole who everyone uses as a measuring stick for her son.

     

    or, Yuna decides to chirp her son's rival after the NHL awards. It goes really, really well. Definitely no one cries. (Be warned, this one is sad, y'all.)

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Ilya knew that being out and people knowing he and Shane are in a relationship would feel good but he didn’t realize just how good it would feel to be able to just do things with his husband and not care who sees them. Things like holding hands as they walk into a grocery store, dancing together at a party, being able to kiss Shane wherever and whenever he wants, and his new favorite thing— sitting in Shane’s lap.

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    Ilya has a new found love for sitting in Shane's lap.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “I was never going to hit you, Hollander!” Ilya blurted out, eyes shining. “You make fool out of me. And worse…” he took a sharp breath, his hands finding his temple. “And worse is, you hit me.”

    The words hung between them, heavy and ugly.

    Shane’s breath caught in his throat. He wanted so badly to reach for Ilya, cling to him like an anchor.

    “I waited,” Ilya continued, voice shaking now, his control beginning to crack. “I waited for you to stop. I waited for you to look at me like you recognized me. You didn’t.”

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    Or the one where Shane fights Ilya on the ice and expects him to fight back.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    "We're setting you up with a billet situation," Fletcher continued. "It's pretty common for first-year players, especially international guys. Gives you a chance to settle in, learn the city, have someone looking out for you."

    "Okay," Ilya said slowly, not entirely sure what a billet was, but not wanting to admit his ignorance.

     He could guess from the context – he’d heard of rookies being assigned to live with older single players, veterans who could show them the ropes. Maybe that was what Fletcher meant. Connors maybe, he was probably a handful of years older than Ilya. Or perhaps Becker. Ilya just hoped it was someone who–

    "You'll be staying with Nikolai Petrov and his family."

    The words hit Ilya like a punch to the gut. For a moment, he forgot how to breathe.

    "Petrov?" he managed, his voice coming out strangled.
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    The Bears decide that Ilya should be set up with a billet for his first season. The idea of spending a year living with a man that Ilya is sure hates him is completely terrifying. And yet, it ends up being the best thing to ever happen to him.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight.

    Doesn't, however, does not mean can't.

    Too mad no one told Tanner Gagnon that.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    5 times David (and Yuna, but mostly David this time) witnessed Shane’s love for Ilya and one time he described it directly to them.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    There's a cockroach in the cottage, and Ilya is not about to be the one who handles it.

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    01 Mar 2026

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