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"The bear had first come into his life when he was a small child. He was too little to be in school, but not too young to understand how special his mother’s love was. She loved him as if it were rebellious, as if it were a worthy sacrifice. She had brought the stuffed animal back with her from a trip he couldn’t remember her going on, then presented the gift to him in secret. The bear came in a set of two, ‘A mama and baby just like us, Ilyushenka,’ she had said. She had kept the baby bear for herself, so that they would always have each other. He never saw the baby again."
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A study of Ilya's grief for Irina through the discovery of a secret stuffed bear.
(inspired by Punch the baby monkey and his emotional support stuffed orangutan)
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After a life-changing hockey injury, Shane decided that he needed to learn to be okay with losing control. If he is going to be shoved around by the universe like a doll, he should at least be able to build strength internally. He researched a bunch of options, most of them getting progressively more asinine, until he finally found something just on the right side of a bad idea.
Gay BDSM. Or, more specifically, paying for an appointment with a professional male dom: Rozanov.
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ocd exposure therapy and confronting new disabilities through autism-friendly kink exploration amen hallelujah!!!
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MERLIN is in Space and boy does he fucking love space. by runningaway
Fandoms: Merlin (TV), Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
30 Dec 2022
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A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away there was a little gay boy named Merlin. It is a period of prolonged space travel. You know how in Interstellar how they all sleep on the way to space well imagine instead of that they build whole-ass generations on the ship. So its that and Arthur is like let's say 6th generation. Uther separated Merlin and Arthur when they were gay kids and now they are gay adults use your fucking imagination jesus christ. He’s also a social justice warrior.
“Well, you look great.” He thinks he looks great. Holy shit.
“You, you look great too. You got tall and buff.” Why the fuck did he just say that? Who in their right mind says that? You got tall and buff what the fuck? Arthur is dying inside. His cheeks are heating up. Sonic is meowing again. What the hell is going on?
Merlin laughs a real, hearty laugh that hasn’t changed at all. It's a beautiful sound.
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“Yeah that's great and all, Jack, but what about Cas? Any news on him?” Dean interrupts. Miracle settles between Eileen’s legs for scritches.
“I have a plan. I’ve created a parallel of heaven made to hold the strongest of creatures. It can act like a new Empty. A new afterlife for angels, demons, all of them.”
“You’re going to replace the empty? That’s the plan?”
“Yes, Sam.”
15x20 fix-it in which they save Cas, end the empty storyline, and finally get their happy ending.
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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08 Mar 2026
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man’s best friend by CharlieDC for R0SAN0VISM
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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A pathetic whimper echoes in the otherwise quiet kitchen.
“I know,” Shane says gently. “You’ve been pretty bad tonight, Ilya. You know what happens to bad dogs. I don’t have to tell you, baby.”
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06 Mar 2026
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“Ilya,” he gasps. “You’re drunk, hey, ah, wait,” he adds, and he’s trying so hard to do the right thing here, but Ilya’s cock is still sliding against his and he can’t stop himself from moving his hips to chase it.
“Yes,” Ilya says. His mouth trails down over Shane’s collarbone and his chest, leaving a trail of spit because he’s being so messy. “Waited all night to have you,” he mumbles, looking up to meet Shane’s eyes, and takes his nipple between his lips.
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Within Your Reach by Water_Nix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?
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Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.
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24 Feb 2026
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i'm your biggest fan, mr. hollander by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Shane blinked away the easy haziness settling over his mind and turned, his mouth going dry and his heart stuttering to a stop in his chest as he pieced together what was happening. One of Shane’s extra jerseys – one used almost exclusively for photos – was pulled across Ilya’s body, clinging to his chest and shoulders and loosening around his waist where his body tapered in.
“Oh my God,” Shane exhaled, fairly certain that he might be dying and this was the first glimpse of heaven he was going to get.
Ilya turned slowly, grinning, and showed off the HOLLANDER spreading across his back and Shane’s number branding him. “You played so well, Mr. Hollander. I’m such a fan of you.”
or, hollanov roleplay with ilya in shane's jersey