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Dana had known since Cassie started her residency at PTMC that eventually they would end up exposing their relationship. She just didn't imagine that, after a difficult morning and a lack of communication between her and her wife, they would end up becoming the center of The Pitt's betting. And even less how her day would unfold from there.
Or, the one where PTMC places bets to figure out what the hell is going on between Dana and Cassie.
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10 Feb 2026
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you drew stars around my scars (but now i’m bleeding) by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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“Cassie,” Dana says, one corner of her lips lifting. She lets the cigarette drop to the ground, puts it out with an efficient twist of her ankle. “Let me take you home.”
“Oh,” Cassie says, and then blushes, feeling slow, clumsy. “Yeah, okay.”
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10 Feb 2026
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For Carol, the next best thing to being good was being put in her place. If she couldn’t allow herself surrender, too preoccupied with her worthiness to let go enough to succumb, then she’d let Helen make her.
Helen scoffed, scowled for a split second that stretched. Then, movement, “Brat.”
Pain, sharp and biting. Carol’s cheek stung, smarted in the shape of Helen’s palm. Carol whimpered like she might cry, and maybe even felt tears well, but there was no true upset. Not like this.
(carol receives an email; helen picks up the pieces)
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07 Feb 2026
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sometimes it's like someone took a knife by sharkfights (feartown)
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
06 Feb 2026
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In general, Carol has decided she doesn’t like to think about the what-ifs, or possibilities. Possibilities are different now, more concrete. If Carol wanted, Zosia would move them to a remote Mediterranean island and wear see-through linen dresses and make her endless gin cocktails and let Carol fuck her on a sun lounger until neither of them could stand. They could do that for as long as it took for the hive to figure out how to get Carol to join them without using her stem cells. They could do that for as long as it took Carol to figure out how to stop them from wanting to do it at all.
The prospect of it is exhausting.Series
- Part 2 of why did you dig me up for this
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06 Feb 2026
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Cassie walks toward her with that steady, overconfident walk of most doctors Dana knows, like she already knows the outcome of any argument she gets herself into. "Come to the couch. Unless you're saying you don't want a massage."
Dana's body reacts before her brain can, anticipation blooming low in her stomach and a softening of her tense muscles that she hasn't earned and doesn't know how to accept. Dana scoffs to hide the provocative images that immediately come to mind. "Hon, you don't have to do that."
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03 Feb 2026
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It’s only been a little over a month, but already the warmth of Helen pressed against her chest is an anchor, any tension in Carol’s limbs unspooling over the steady thrum of her pulse.
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snippets of carol and helen, before.
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03 Feb 2026
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she told me open your mouth (she said i got a surprise) by wanhedalycia
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
01 Feb 2026
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“Zosia, I’m fifty. I’ve not smoked weed in literal decades."
"So?"
Carol stops, searches for a good reason. Comes up empty-handed.
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carol and bartender!zosia meet again, and this time there's a bed involved
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- Part 2 of sweet like honey
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02 Feb 2026
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“Your call,” Helen offers, rubbing Carol’s thigh as she watches her teeth catch her lower lip. Her thumb presses more firmly for a second, grounding her before resuming its slow circle.
It’s only then that Carol tears her eyes away, returning her attention to Helen as she considers her options. It’s been a while since they’ve invited someone else into their bed, and she’d be lying if she said she doesn’t want to feel this woman’s hands joining Helen’s on her body.
“I mean, I think I kinda have to fuck the female Raban,” Carol says after a minute, a slight laugh to her voice.
Beside her, Helen grins, wide and delighted, “I think you do.”
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01 Feb 2026
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The clearance shelf orchid at the hardware store is $4.99 and more dead than alive. Helen takes it home anyway.
Four moments across eight years. One plant that outlives what it shouldn't.
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31 Jan 2026
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After the end of the world becomes a logistical problem, Carol finds herself living amidst vodka and a sky that refuses to stay dark.
Every night, the city lights go out when she looks at the stars at a specific point. Every night, she pretends it means nothing.
Zosia should be unreachable now — for Carol's own good — but instead, Zosia watches her from above, bound by the rules Carol strives to uphold and also bound by a “love” Carol seems unable to extinguish.
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31 Jan 2026
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Between Purple Prose and Terry Cloth Theft by oceansidedrive
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
30 Jan 2026
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Carol set down her cheese cube. "The what?"
"'Recipes from Wycaro.'"
"There's a cookbook. Of my fictional world. Where people eat hardtack and salted pork and occasionally each other when supplies run low."
"There's a recipe for 'Lucasia's Sunset Stew,' according to Val."
"I've never written about a sunset stew. I've never written about any stew. I don't think I've used the word 'stew' in four books."
"And yet."OR
This fic contains: one deeply anxious author, one competent wife in a pink suit, one podcast host whose warmth switches off like a light, one earnest production assistant named Jake and a mid-roll HelloFresh ads.
It also contains explicit sexual content because apparently that's where my brain went after writing about the horrors of publicity.Bookmarked by sapphicallybegging
31 Jan 2026
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Dana gets jealous, that's the fic. Then I added a chapter so now they're actually talking.
You can lowkey js skip the first chapter if you don’t wanna read the mommy kink stuff lolz
****Format is now fixed, I'm leaving the other work up for now. Chapter 2 is now what was "They'll Never See Your Fire 'til you Make it Out"****
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- Part 1 of Little Lamb
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25 Jan 2026
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Just a slow burn Bartender AU
Carol Sturka is a sad (possibly pathetic), usually drunk, grumpy 53 year old author. She spends 4-7 days a week hanging out at the local lesbian bar ‘The Hunnycomb’. Where she flirts, drinks and crushes hard… on the Bartender.
Zosia Wydra is that bartender. A ex model that is all smiles, hopelessly in love with Carol, and absolutely terrified of loosing a friendship. To make matters worse, she promised her best friend (Koumba) that she’d bring Carol as her date, but problem is… they aren’t together… yet.
Can they get their act together and finally go after what they want? Or will Carol’s insecurities from her past get in her way? Will Zosia finally takes what she wants?
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23 Jan 2026
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Helen survives the Joining. The Hive tries to figure out what makes Carol different.
Help me my one shot has evolved in a multichapter Helen Hived-Alive AU.
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20 Jan 2026
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Carol's mom dies. Carol cleans up after her. Helen picks up the pieces.
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20 Jan 2026
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“I’m one of the lit managers,” the woman explains.
“Yet you can’t manage to take a hint," Carol retorts. "I’m not in the mood for conversation.”
It’s meant to be rude — to get this beautiful, annoying woman to leave her alone once and for all — but instead, the corner of her mouth curves into a smirk. Carol hates how sexy she finds it. “Clever wordplay,” she commends. “You really are a writer.”
Or: After sending dozens of query letters with no success, Carol reluctantly goes to a literary speed-dating event to try to find representation. There, she meets Helen.
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- Part 1 of pre-canon sturstead snapshots
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08 Jan 2026
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heal the scars from off my back (i don't need them anymore) by justalover
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
03 Mar 2026
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"Carol knows in her heart that she shouldn’t pour herself another drink. The glass is sticky enough to remind her that she’s spilled the amber liquid over her own hands at least three times, and she’s licked them clean as if wasting a single drop of her favourite poison were a crime. If anyone could see her now, they would deem her pathetic, disgusting, hopeless. The fact that she can still feel the stinging shame of knowing that she’s exactly all those things makes her realize that she’s not drunk enough."
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“You’re Carol, right? I’m Zosia. I hear you’ve had quite a day.”
Carol scoffs, trying to conceal the cracks in her voice.
“And it’s not even noon yet.”or
the one where Carol struggles through loss, grief, addiction and trauma, doesn't ask for help, but gets it anyways.
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08 Jan 2026
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i cradle the world in my hands (you are my world) by Charlie_Balle
Fandom Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
02 Feb 2026
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An Arcane series where I give everyone who deserves it a gentler ending.
Including found family, mended relationships, hurt/comfort, angst, and all the fluff you could want
Featuring mainly Isha, Jinx, Vi, and Caitlyn
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08 Jan 2026
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“Whatever you need, Carol,” Zosia said, all but cooing in her dulcet tone and muted words. “We’re here for you.”
Without sparing a fraction of connection, Carol neared. Uncoordinated, she climbed properly into Zosia’s lap, settled over now-extended legs like she belonged there. She did, she supposed.
Whatever you need.
Proximity. Closeness. Anything to keep her skin from remembering the loss.
(zosia's company dredges up carol's many, many issues)
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08 Jan 2026
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Zosia is back. What happens next?
Post-Episode: s01e07
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08 Jan 2026