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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    He’s fourteen when he first goes into the battlefield. He wonders if his brother would be proud of him, because he can smash bricks like they’re chalk and stop vehicles with his torso.

    (He wonders if his parents would be, too, then he wishes they were six fucking feet under.

    Not very apt for an alleged warrior of justice.)

    or: my thoughts and feelings and headcanons on tachihara's backstory, but in a fic

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    12 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 63

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    It can’t end like this. Atsushi has mere minutes left, maybe less, and he can’t die listening to Akutagwa’s scolding and insults. Comfort has never come easily to Akutagwa, but he has to try. Atsushi deserves that much, at least.

    But Akutagawa can’t think of what to say. He can’t tell Atsushi that it’s fine, that he’ll be okay, or any of those trite, hollow reassurances. It’s not okay, and perhaps it never will be again — not without Atsushi.

    In his last moments, bloody and painful though they are, Atsushi deserves better than lies. So Akutagawa instead settles on the deepest truth he knows. Perhaps, here and now, the only truth.

    “You can’t die, you useless overgrown cat,” Akutagawa snarls, half-choking on a sob. “I love you, so you can’t die. Not when I love you.”

    Thinking Atsushi is dying in his arms, Akutagawa confesses his love, knowing he’ll never have another chance.

    But of course Atsushi, always the thorn in Akutagawa’s side, does something wholly unexpected.

    He survives.

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    12 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    The world is ending very soon. You decide to play volleyball.

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    11 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    His hands are cold. It’s befitting of Isagi, Munich’s neo-egoist soccer machine, to be cold to touch. Even through the fabric, it startles Rin to the point where his shoulder feels like it's burning under his clothes. There’s a moment then, where Isagi has time to let go and shove a flight-provided earbud into Rin’s left ear.

    Isagi has the other earbud in, but it seems he had reopened his laptop the millisecond Rin let go. It’s between two options for Rin: watch Isagi work himself to death or accept that he’s been dismissed.

    Eventually, he falls asleep. When he wakes up again thirty minutes later, Bachira and Isagi have switched seats and Bachira’s hand is in his. Isagi is still glued to his laptop. Bachira’s palm is warm and he is asleep. Rin doesn’t think anything about it at all.

    After nine months of not-dating but not-not-dating, Rin and Bachira plan a trip across their hometowns for Bachira’s twentieth birthday and his mom’s upcoming exhibition. After two months of no contact with either of them, Isagi is invited.

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    05 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    “‘Samu, ya look weird,” Atsumu says, eyebrows raised. “Wait, were ya guys makin’ ou—”

    Before Atsumu can finish his sentence, Osamu lunges at him, one fist raised and the other bunched up in Atsumu’s shirt.

    The glint in his eyes is murderous, nothing like the open and curious look from earlier.

    Atsumu throws his arms in the air, eyes wide and all traces of mockery gone. “Wait, wait, wait, ‘Samu, I haven’t said anything!”

    Quite satisfyingly so, Osamu’s fist connects with the side of Atsumu’s face.

    Five times Osamu almost kisses Rintarou and is interrupted by his nuisance of a brother Atsumu; that one time Rintarou wishes Osamu would kiss him; and the one time Rintarou kisses Osamu. (+Birthday bonus)

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    26 Jan 2026

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