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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    “I’m glad you’re here.” It slips out of him, small and honest and trembling at the edges. Ilya doesn’t tease him, doesn’t deflect. He just steps closer, slow like he’s approaching something fragile, and crouches in front of Shane’s chair so they’re eye level.

    “Me too,” he says, voice low and steady in a way it absolutely is not inside him. Then his mouth twitches and he reaches out to take Shane’s hand. “But also like. . . terrifying, yes?”

    Shane lets out a breath that’s half laugh, half sob. “Yes. Very yes.”

    (ie. shane and ilya have a baby. all fluff, just love)

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    27 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    When Shane comes down with mono, the last thing he wants is for Ilya to get sick as well. He's miserable enough as it is having to be benched for a month. Turns out, there are much worse things than an uninterrupted month together in Montreal.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    -Kip Grady Started a Group Chat-

    Kip starts a group chat for the husbands and boyfriends of the queer players in the league, and they get along like a house on fire.

    Takes place over the course of The Long Game and Role Model.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “This is the first game of the season that we win the fucking Cup.”

    The opening game of the Ottawa Centaurs in their first season with both Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. Versus the Toronto Guardians, sore about Troy Barrett and Wyatt Hayes performing so well in the worst team in the league. Tempers running high, a team tired of losing, and itching for a chance to show how hard they can play. How they aren't going to stand for any shit.

    Who knows what could happen?

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “You know you don’t have to do this,” Harris said as they walked from the car to the arena, Chiron prancing along in front of them.

    “I’m doing it,” Troy said.

    “Okay. But you don’t have to.”

    “Harris. I’ll survive reading whatever weird, dirty tweets you found,” Troy argued. “You think I’ve never seen thirst tweets?”

     

    In which the Centaurs read thirst tweets and it goes about how you'd expect.

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    23 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 65

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    Ilya can’t be so separate from it all anymore, can’t get by on hotel room visits and brief phone calls when they’re in different time zones. It isn’t enough. Not anymore. Not when every iteration of the future they could have waiting for them one day had collapsed in on itself when Shane hit the ice.

    Ty moya zhizn', his mother used to tell him. But it isn’t quite enough in this sense, Ilya decides. He looks at Shane, at Emi, and he thinks instead: Ty moya prodolzhenie.

    Not just you are my life, but you are my future.

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    23 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane cannot remember a time when he didn’t think he was broken.

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    23 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    Harris swivels away from the Instagram posts he's reviewing as his phone buzzes.

    He immediately answers, "Hey Troy, what did the doctor say?"

    Troy's response is a disheartening grunt followed by a near whisper of, "Strep."

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    22 Feb 2026

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    22 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 29

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    Midway through the second period, Shane tells himself the pain is just another strained muscle, another injury of the job he loves. Until a hit sends him crashing into the glass and something deeper pulls.

    Sirens replace the roar of the crowd. In the trauma bay, Shane and Ilya learn the truth neither saw coming: Twenty-eight weeks pregnant and a mild placental aburption take Shane off the ice for the rest of the season.

    The playoffs can wait. This time, it's not a game on the line, but a little life neither knew had taken hold.

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    22 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 23

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    “My turn, my turn,” announced Ilya, one finger placed on his lips as if he was contemplating. “Never have I ever..” he licked his teeth deviously and Shane could feel himself gulp, “gotten pegged.”

    Or: one drunken game of Never Have I Ever later, and they all know far too much about each other’s sex lives…

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    22 Feb 2026

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    We put a microphone on 3-year-old Makari Hollander during the Ottawa Centaurs' Learn to Play camp.

    A fluffy, future kidfic in the form of one of those mic'd up videos. enjoy the chaos:)

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    21 Feb 2026

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    "Anyway, I wanted to congratulate you."

    "...thank you." Scott said cautiously.

    "You are probably oldest to ever win Cup, so that is very impressive. They should give you special geriatric award."

    There it was.

    "Jesus fucking Christ, kid." Scott huffed a laugh. "You're a piece of work, you know that?"

    "Ah, but I am funny." Rozanov shrugged, sipping his vodka. "And hot." He winked at Kip.

    Kip's jaw flew open and Scott immediately pulled his boyfriend closer to him. So what if Ilya Rozanov was 100% straight and definitely trying to fuck with him? Scott still wasn't going to just stand there while fucking Rozanov flirted with his boyfriend.

    (kip meets ilya at the mvp award night. they become friends <3)

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    20 Feb 2026

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    A little frantic, she grabbed a knife off the chopping block. Yes, she was aware this was a somewhat dramatic reaction to what she was sure was just her son cancelling his plans, but she wasn't going to find out empty handed like a fool from some budget slasher movie.

    She yanked open the door to find… Ilya Rozanov?

    He was naked.

    She screamed.

    “Ah!” Rozanov screamed back, grabbing a pillow from the bed and holding it to his crotch. “Blyat!”

    Ilya Rozanov was in Shane’s bedroom. In Shane's apartment. Naked. Wearing nothing. Naked.

    “Err-“ Rozanov broke the silence.

    “Erm-” Yuna repeated, suddenly feeling flustered.

    Burglars she could handle. Ilya Rozanov naked? Not so much.

    (yuna goes to shane's apartment and gets the shock of her life)

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Two wins away.

    That’s all it was supposed to be.

    Instead, Game 5 leaves Ilya Rozanov without a spleen, stitched down the center of his abdomen, and watching Game 6 from a hospital bed. But Ilya has never let pain keep him out of the room, and Game 7 is no exception.

    A story about fire and precision, about husbands who share leadership and weight, about chosen family, and about the night the Stanley Cup waited while a team said thank you to their captain.

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    19 Feb 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 31

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    They only get nights like this when their teams play each other. A win coupled with the mirrored loss, the resulting bone deep ache, a quiet morning, a used coffee cup...

    ...and one small excuse to see each other sooner than planned.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya has surgery after a bad hit on the ice. Shane handles it the way he handles everything — calm, controlled, composed. Right up until Ilya wakes up from anesthesia, tugs him closer, and mumbles, “Can we go home now? It’s getting late, baby.” Shane realizes there are some versions of Ilya that only come out when the armor slips — and he falls in love all over again.

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    Based off the song "Sweet Boy" by Malcom Todd.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov doesn’t like asking for help, especially at four in the morning. Unfortunately, his appendix doesn’t care about pride.

    When the pain gets bad enough to force his hand—and Shane is hours away—he calls Yuna. She answers before the second ring.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “I was thinking,” Hayden says slowly, carefully, “that it might be nice to add Lily to the WAG group chat? He couldn’t come to events or anything still, and he’d have to go by Lily, but it might be… nice? A way for him to— to be a part of things.”

    Jackie sits back in her seat, taking a sip of coffee as she considers her husband’s proposal.

    It wasn’t a terrible idea. It’d involve lying to all the other WAGs, but Jackie wasn’t too bothered by that. If Shane ever decided to come out, they would either understand or they wouldn’t—a line that would probably pretty closely mirror those who would be okay with Shane being gay and those who wouldn’t. And those who wouldn’t—well, fuck them anyway.

    “That does sound like it might be nice,” Jackie finally says, smiling when Hayden immediately sits up straighter at her approving words.

    “Yeah?” Hayden checks anyways.

    “Yeah,” Jackie says.

     

    Or, despite his refusal to let her add him to the WAG group chat, Jackie manages to quickly befriend Shane’s boyfriend. It takes longer for her to understand exactly what that means.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Hayden knows what he saw. Clear as day, right there in the middle of Shane’s text thread with Lily.

    A dick pic.

    Hayden keeps mindlessly scrolling Instagram—a pantomime of paying attention, not really taking in anything that’s passing across his screen. Mind racing as a series of realizations wash over him.

    Christ, no wonder Shane was so cagey about Lily. No wonder he didn’t want to introduce her to the guys.

    Hayden would like to believe that everyone would be chill with it, but he could think of at least five guys off the top of his head that would a hundred percent take issue with Shane dating a trans woman. He can imagine, far too easily, the kind of slurs that would get thrown around the locker room if anyone ever found out. Towards Lily, sure, but towards Shane too—because Shane had to be gay, if his girlfriend had a dick, right?

     
    Or, Hayden finds out something that he was never supposed to, and decides that the only thing he can do is show his best friend that he can be the best ally ever, if he just gives him the chance.

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    17 Feb 2026

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