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   retrograde by Ayes

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   11 Feb 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Original Characters
   • Amnesia fic
   • Spoilers for The Long Game
   • alternating povs
   • bearded ilya rozanov
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Soft Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • tw: suicidal ideation
   • TW: Eating Disorder
   • more tags to come
   • Chapter count may change
   • Farmer Ilya Rozanov
   • baby lambs
   • gay constellations
   • country vibes
   • ilya gets adopted by an older couple
   • shane hollander experiencing the horrors
   • Gay Stargazing

   Summary

   Ilya doesn’t die when his plane goes down. But he forgets.

   When Ilya is marked as missing from the Centaurs’ plane crash, nobody knows why Shane’s game goes to shit. Benched by his coach, Shane goes to the place Ilya was last seen: the Blue Ridge Mountains. A story about finding yourself when you don’t know who you are, and about falling in love with the same person twice.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   14,345

   Chapters:

   5/9

   Comments:

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