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There's a Place by EltaninTheBright (sincehewas18) for avisbindery
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Jan 2026
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There's a place, somewhere between dream and awake.
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Remus works in a record shop and writes letters to his favourite band, longing for the day he receives a letter back.
Sirius is the masked, anonymous front man for Toujours Pur, a mostly unknown band, and is on the run from the police. He receives letters from a fan often, and holds onto them as if they’re something precious.
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Sometimes, the world is loud for Sirius Black. His friends help. And his art, and rugby. They dull the noise, muffle it to a faint hum.
But for two hours every Tuesday, Sirius has his Latin lecture. For two hours every Tuesday, he stares at a boy with soft curls and a crooked nose. And for two hours every Tuesday, the world finally goes quiet.
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Sirius Black’s smirk is the first thing he notices. He’s gotten more confident since the last time they spoke, or maybe he’s a better actor than Remus gave him credit for.
“Feeling alright, Lupin? You look…” Black looks him up and down, bold eyebrows quirking up on his forehead, “Unwell…”
“Fine,” Remus pushes away from the wall and busies himself washing his hands. Sirius steps up to the sink next to him, watching him through the mirror.
“Everyone loses,” Sirius says. “I mean… Not us, but you won’t be the only ones to lose your first preseason game.”
“Fuck off,” Remus rolls his eyes and shakes water off of his hands.
“Sorry,” Sirius grins. “Didn’t think you’d be so sensitive.”
Or, the Heated Rivalry AU of my dreams.
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Bookmarked by EltaninTheBright (sincehewas18)
17 Dec 2025
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from the jaws of defeat by goldenprophet, ixiedust, remuspinksweater
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
27 Aug 2025
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Of course, eventually James will point out that Sirius had technically lost the bet and he owes him a night of espresso bar cleanup. That’s how Sirius will know everything is back to normal between them.
But for now… he’s here.
In the hospital. Eyes shut. Trying to focus on anything else but the dull and all-consuming ache in his jaw. Waiting for the elusive Dr. Lupkin—or was it Dr. Luplin? Sirius honestly can’t remember what the nurse had said—to come in and tell him what’s wrong and how to fix it.
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- Part 1 of unhinged
Bookmarked by EltaninTheBright (sincehewas18)
25 Aug 2025
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we ❤️ medical crack (and minions)
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“Well,” Remus says quietly, “you don’t let people know you."
“And you’re saying you know me?” Sirius drawls, leaning back in his chair. “You’re the only one?”
The half-arsed derision in his tone doesn’t seem to surprise or intimidate Remus. He only smiles, knowing.
It is one thing to love a person; it is quite another to see them as they truly are and to love them all the same. And sometimes, Sirius thinks, he’d rather die than let anybody see beneath the defensive facade of his brave face.
From 1971 to 1978, the Hogwarts years of obsession, betrayal, recklessness, lies, too much drink, insecurity, and all eclipsing sexual frustration. Seven years of Sirius Black’s insufferable god-complex, of Remus Lupin’s most private shames, of secret relationships, awkward hookups, James Potter’s blunt advice, and more yearning than sense. Seven years for Sirius to finally admit to himself that what he wants is not only to be loved, but to be known entirely. And therein lies the difficulty.
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- Part 1 of Brave Face
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29 May 2025
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Your Hands on My Body by UndercityViktor
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
28 Feb 2022
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*Viktor voice* "I present to you...": A Modern AU with Jayce working as a physio and sports massage therapist after crashing out of medical school, and Viktor, who works at the university and researches and builds bionic prosthetics etc. After he is referred to Jayce for a sports massage, Viktor unwillingly goes and finds that it’s not as much hokum as he was expecting…
Chill Modern AU where everyone is pretty happy, and no one gets hurt and there's no big drama, just found family taking care of each other.
*Rating has gone up from Teen to Explicit, so please be mindful of that.*
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20 Feb 2025