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    “What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.

    “How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”

    Ilya doesn’t reply.

    “Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”

    Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”

    “Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”

    Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.

    Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.

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    Rozanov glanced at Shane's phone screen, reading the top notification. Then his mouth curved. “Duolingo, huh? So fucking boring, Hollander.”

    Shane’s face went hot. “Yeah,” he said. “Learning French.”

    Rozanov’s eyes snapped to his. The smirk deepened. “Bad liar, Hollander. You are fluent.”

     

    or - Ilya finds out that Shane has been learning Russian behind his back.

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    28 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Is it okay?” Shane says, so adorably worried. “It’s not—bad, right?”

    The possessive feeling that claws through Ilya’s chest is delightful. “Oh, Shane,” he coos. “Did your girls never get this wet for you?”

    “That’s not—”

    “You will have to give me list of all girls you fucked,” Ilya says. “Need to send them apology flowers.”

    Aka, Ilya wakes up with a pussy. He makes good use of it.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    In the days following what he was now calling the “Sunday Ordeal”, Shane had tried to carefully recraft the normalcy that he and Ilya had built before he caught him so small. It does not work.

    Or; Shane tried to pretend the events of Sundays for Shane did not happen, and Ilya wants to let Shane know he is a safe space. He messes up, and meltdowns ensue, but don't worry, Ilya - as always- makes it all better.

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