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    Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.

    The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.

    “Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”

    Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”

    “No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”

    There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.

    or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”

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    29 Jan 2026

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    have you ever wondered what it feels like to be sent through a wood chipper going at .5x speed alone at midnight in the middle of the woods?

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    Mori stands up, walking over to see the empty cup of matcha resting on the armrest, curled loosely in one hand, and Dazai sound asleep. He’s so small like this, lost in the big clothing, the couch he’s on.

    Not for the first time, Mori wonders what he’d do if he wasn’t head of the mafia. If he’d still find Dazai. If he could help him with more than stitches and hot tea.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    i need to take a deep breath and contemplate a few things. i also need to be pulled to the bottom of the ocean fast enough that the pressure makes me explode before i ever reach the bottom. in a good way, the best way possible even

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    “Listen," Dazai says. "They’re not going to let me contact any of you. In fact, they’ll probably threaten you to keep me in line, so stay on your toes. And I doubt I’ll be allowed to even take a piss without a guard making sure I don’t drown myself in a toilet. Which is why I need you to promise me something.”
    Kunikida’s ideals take promises very, very seriously. To break one's word is a grave offense; therefore, be careful when you give it.
    “Of course,” Kunikida says without hesitation “Anything. I swear.”

    Conversations before and after Mori takes Dazai back.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    they make me ILL i love this fic so much

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    How close, Osamu thinks, rope around his neck in his empty dorm. How close can I get to death before he finds me?

    The thought is tinged with apathy and excitement and curiosity. Osamu kicks the stool out from under his legs and starts counting.

    Or: Suicidal Man finds care and acceptance in local Tiger Boy and has trouble dealing

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    23 Sep 2025

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    do NOT read this while listening to brother by gerard way i feel like i need to enter a medically induced coma and spend a few days just sitting by the ocean

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    Sitting at his desk is Kunikida. He's exchanged paper reports for digital—something that Dazai would need to figure out later, because he knows his partner, and Kunikida does not adjust his habits so easily—and types away fastidiously, dedicated as ever.

    From where he stands at the door, Dazai can see his hands trembling.

    After the Decay of Angels are defeated, Dazai returns to the Armed Detective Agency.

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    22 Nov 2024

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    this story is like jam that you just discovered and causes you to refuse to ever switch to another brand or flavor of jam every again because it’s just so amazing and homey