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    “I had scoliosis,” Peter whispered, not looking away from where they’d heard the metal snap. He had gone pale. Bucky was sure he was a few shades lighter, himself. “That’s… that’s what I was gonna say before."

    “Yeah?” Bucky asked. He loosened his grip on Peter’s shoulder, but didn’t take his hand away.

    “My back still hurts sometimes,” Peter explained quietly. “But that might be because of the swinging. Hard to find a strong enough chiropractor to crack it, you know? Maybe… maybe two thousand tons of concrete would do it, though.” Bucky leveled his gaze at the kid. Peter looked back at him, swallowing hard.

    “Let’s call that Plan B, okay?” Bucky suggested.

    “Yeah, okay,” Peter mumbled.

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    Or, Peter gets caught in the collapse of a parking garage with a (mildly) concussed Bucky Barnes, and has a nice get-to-know-you sesh with our favorite super soldier while waiting for Tony to find a safe way get them out. Super chill, right? Everything's fine. Oh- and he's been impaled by two rods of rebar and can't move without risking bleeding out. That... complicates things.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    (I am Peter Benjamin Parker, and I exist.)

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    Three months after his existence was erased, Peter Parker was not doing so well. His solace came from knowing that at the very least he had managed to save his city in the end.

    Apparently, though, Peter realized as Doctor Strange explained to him that he had to give up even more, losing everything-and-then-some just wasn't enough.

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    The multiverse continues to collapse in on itself. Doctor Strange discovers the source of the problem as Peter Parker. The only viable solution is to remove Peter from his original universe so that no more entities will be drawn to his presence there.

    Peter is sent to a world that lost its Peter Parker, and finds himself lost in a sea of people he'd grieved who had all grieved him in kind.

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Peter watched.

    He watched his father, Tony Stark, build a family from nothing. He watched him track down each Avenger, and offer each one a home. He watched him find his brother, Harley, and take him in. He watched him knit everyone into a family at the top of New York City.

    A family that Peter was not a part of.

    Neglected by his 'family' and overshadowed by his brother, Peter finally decides to stop watching.

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    01 Aug 2025

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    Pepper and Tony Stark’s biological kids, Morgan, Peter, and Harley, were kidnapped eight years ago. While Harley and Morgan made it home, Peter was lost all that time, believing his parents had abandoned him on purpose. When they finally find him, he’s scared, malnourished, and struggles to understand what it means to be part of a real family.

    And then there’s Spider-Man. Peter’s doing everything he can to keep his identity a secret, but how long can that last? Will they still let him go out if they uncover his secret? Will he ever figure out how to fit into a family that genuinely cares about him? Reuniting is one thing, but rebuilding what was lost? That’s something none of them are prepared for. Keeping his double life hidden was hard enough before, now, with a family that’s protective and watching his every move, it feels impossible.

    His family has their own struggles, the guilt Tony and Pepper feel knowing what Peter went through alone, the grief of missing his childhood, and Harley’s pain of losing his twin for years, never knowing if he’d get him back.

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    01 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    This story takes place after The Last of Us Part II video game. Some elements of the show may be blended into the story.

    After choosing not to kill Abby, Ellie returns to Jackson—physically and emotionally scarred, haunted by the violence and loss she endured. Struggling with guilt, grief, and the remnants of her broken identity, Ellie seeks out the only family she has left: Tommy and Maria. Her true goal, however, is to find Dina and JJ—to see if healing is possible, and to try and repair what was lost. The story follows Ellie’s journey through emotional reckoning, forgiveness, and the slow, fragile process of reclaiming love and a place she once called home.

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    27 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 92

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    "Bellamy," she says, she can barely get it out.

    But he hears her, because he turns around with a warm smile. He's happy to see me, Clarke thinks. Then she watches his expression shift into something resembling panic as she begins to fall.

    He lunges for her, but he can't make it in time. Clarke hits the ground, but she doesn't even feel the impact. Bellamy is over her in a second, asking if she hit her head, holding up fingers. I didn't hit my head, she wants to say, and that's not how you check for a concussion, but there's no time.

    All she can make out, as she feels Bellamy's arms around her, pulling up is, "Don't take me to medbay. Don't let anyone see."

    "Clarke…" he says, and she knows he wants to fight her on this, but there isn't any time to fight.

    "Promise me!" she says. "Promise!" and then she's out before she can hear the answer.

    or, a post s2 canon-divergent AU in which clarke after returning to camp (of her own volition), realizes someone is poisoning her and there's only one person she trusts enough to help her find out who.

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    28 Jun 2025

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    Newly settled into Jackson City, you’re assigned to patrol duty with Joel Miller; a man of rough edges and cool appraisals. His story is buried deep beneath scars of loss while you hide your own grief behind flour-dusted hands and the desperate hope of belonging. What begins as forced proximity slowly shifts into something fragile and all-consuming. But as the past creeps forward through old wounds and the ever-present threat of raiders, your feelings for one another become both a sanctuary and a liability. In a world already broken, where there is already so much to lose, can you let yourself love Joel Miller?

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    05 Jun 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 83

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    “How do you feel?”

    Ellie thinks, sucks on her lower lip. “I guess- mostly just really sad.”

    It’s an understatement if there ever was one. Sometimes the sadness feels so big that she’s not sure how she’d ever manage to escape it, to exist outside of it. It feels like a balloon, constantly growing bigger and bigger and never once popping. Ellie’s terrified of what it’s going to feel like when it finally breaks.

    “Sometimes,” Maria says, “Sometimes, sad and stuck are the same thing. And that’s okay. You can be sad every day for the rest of your life, Ellie, and you can still live a rich, full, exciting life. Okay?”

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    Ellie Williams at the intersection of grief, faith, and love.

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    01 Sep 2024

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    Thanos is defeated, the world is saved, and all the Avengers are set to live happily ever after in their Tower. If only their team didn't include a danger magnet in the form of Peter Parker.

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    31 days, 31 ways to hurt our favorite Spider-Kid, with bonus whumping of his super friends and excessive use of puns.

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    22 Aug 2024

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    Peter was adjusting.
    At least, he thought he was.
    The deep ache in his chest had dulled. The pain of losing his last name had turned into acceptance.
    Life had slipped into normalcy, almost like Before.

    He just couldn't sleep.
    And the city was slipping into a chaos that Peter was struggling to understand.

    (Sequel to 'All the Devils are Here')

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    17 Aug 2024

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    Peter is sick of waking up in places he doesn’t belong.

    He groans, the throbbing in his head astronomical out of this world, and he knows he’s laying on some stone ground that’s wet and disgusting and not at all comfortable, but the throbbing and the pain is so huge and horrible that he just wants to keep his eyes closed and fade back into unconsciousness.

    But he knows he can’t do that.

    (Separate stories, all with the same theme)

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    16 Aug 2024

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    Peter's happy that everyone's happy. Truly.

    So why does he does have the sudden urge to sit down and hug himself until his heart stops aching?

    (And why has everyone forgotten about him?)

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    14 Aug 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 64

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    On her first paired patrol, Ellie falls off of her horse and gets dragged. Jesse, Joel, and Dina help put her back together.

    Bad Things Happen Bingo: Road Rash

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    11 Aug 2024

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    And he realizes… there are parts of her that are weird because, well, she’s Ellie. She likes space and puns and dinosaurs. She does goofy voices and curses too much and she asks so many questions. He’s pretty sure that if she’d grown up before the outbreak, she would have been screened for ADD or something. And some of her weirdness is being a kid growing up in the apocalypse, like not knowing what a seatbelt is.
    But parts of her weirdness?

    FEDRA did that.

    And he hates it.

    Or: Thoughts on FEDRA schooling.

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    09 Aug 2024

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    “He was completely, one-hundred percent screwed.

    No one was looking for him. He was in the most secure prison in the world, which was filled to the brim with armed personnel. He was wearing a shock collar.

    And if he somehow figured all that out, he still couldn’t swim.

    Yep. Screwed.”
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    Peter Parker died six months ago in a fire after a horrible chemical accident.

    ...or did he?

    At least, that’s what Tony believes when an unemployed Ross illegally imprisons the Avengers on the Raft, which was supposed to have been destroyed.
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    AU where the Accords were declared stupid, Ross was fired, Tony and Steve became friends again, and they all live together in Avengers tower.

    Peter Parker-Centric. Trigger warning for suicidal themes.

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    08 Aug 2024

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    It’s been months since Rasputin and Disappear-O the Magnificent almost sent Tony and the others to a watery grave. Things have been pleasantly looking up since then. For starters, Tony felt as close as ever with the kid. Of course, trying to distinguish the difference between normal teenage angst and something else that could be seriously wrong with his protege was proving to be...a challenge. And walking into the kitchen to find the Winter Soldier eating his food was not helping.

    Meanwhile, Peter has a whole new school year to look forward to. And with the addition of old friends popping back into his life, he was sure things could only get better from this point on. Sure, sleeping was a little rough lately, but no big deal. And he really needed to figure out how to remove this black slime from his backpack. But yeah, everything’s great.

    Things were great. Totally great.

    Although, now that he was being honest with himself, Peter was feeling a bit sick lately. And for real, what was with this black slime?

    (Or: OsCorp is inadvertently ruining everyone's lives and Tony is done with this B.S.)

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    30 Jul 2024

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    It's been months since the events of Civil War, and the Avengers are doing their best to remain a team, having promised to forgive and forget. Unfortunately for them, Tony Stark's latest invention has been stolen and recovering it causes tension to reappear.

    Meanwhile, in Queens, Peter Parker has two big priorities on his plate — complete his midterm finals, and track down a fishbowl wearing criminal that may or may not lead him right into the hands of the Avengers.

    Somehow, between all of this, Spider-Man's identity is revealed to his favorite heroes, Steve and Tony's friendship may become permanently be damaged by continued hidden secrets, and Happy struggles to buy a youth-sized casket for Peter's funeral.

    Things were a lot easier when they were fighting over Bucky Barnes.

    (Or: The Avengers welcome Peter into their crazy superhero family and will do anything to protect him.)

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    23 Jul 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 41

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    Years after Clarke left Bellamy heartbroken, they reunite in the worst of ways. They're a ship out to sea in a brewing storm, and while they both know this only ends in disaster, there's no way in hell either one of them is going to stop it.

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    18 Jul 2024

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    Clarke is on the run from an oppressive Kingdom and her royal responsibility when she's picked up by unusual group. Stuck between whether to trust her captors in hopes of them believing her story or hiding her past while she tries to figure out who is holding her, Clarke discovers some startling truths about the world she thought she knew and the Kingdom from which she was born.

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    28 Jun 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    As the dust settles in the aftermath of their ‘trip’ to Salt Lake City, Ellie struggles to figure out her place in Jackson and the Miller family.

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    22 Jun 2024

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