19 Works by sunshinejoon
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and you understand now (why i've spent my whole life trying to put it into words) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 Dec 2020
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But sometimes, it hits him out of nowhere -- at work, cracking jokes to make the kids laugh as he checks up on them. Teasing his colleagues just to see them crack a smile after the most draining of days. In the car on the way home, Lan Zhan turning the heater up right next to him. Dinner; spooning hot and sour soup into his lover’s bowl. Thank god, I stayed.
(It goes like this:
At 2am, in the dark -- “Even then?”
Lan Zhan’s eyes had fluttered open, softly.
“Of course, Wei Ying,” Lan Zhan’d murmured like there was nothing to hesitate about, golden eyes flickering across his face in the dark. Voice thick and quiet; surface tension and warm water. “I love you all the time.”)
Or, life after That Night in Chinatown, in all its bits and pieces. (Reading the first installment to this series is not exactly necessary, but helps fill in the gaps.)
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- Part 2 of Lover
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i've been loving you for quite some time (but i think it's best if we both stay) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
04 Jul 2020
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“Wei Ying,” Lan Zhan breathes, at 7pm on a winter’s day.
Behind him, the bus pulls away.
(He does not manage to find words for this as quickly.)
(Or, Wei Ying goes back to the place he'd sworn he'd never return to again. Lan Zhan is right there waiting for him.)
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- Part 1 of Lover
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I'll Love You For A Thousand More by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
29 Apr 2020
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“When Hanguang-Jun loves someone,” Sizhui tries again, voice held steady. “He does it -- with everything he has. And I -- Sizhui apologises for meddling; I will serve my punishment when it’s due, but……” the tremble in his exhale betrays the mask of calmness he’d managed to find, one reminiscent of Lan Zhan’s own. “Wei-Qianbei. Hanguang-Jun loves you so, so much.”
(Everything, for a little while, stops.)
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His eyelids are drooping again, though he speaks, voice only a little louder than a mumble, "hey, you might be the prettiest person I've ever seen."
Then he startles, as if having thought of something. Eyes widening, mouth now gaping a little like a fish, he asks -- "Are you a model?"
OR Yoongi isn't much of a talker. Now though, he's loopy on anaesthesia, and the stranger at his bedside just needs to know how beautiful he is.
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화양연화 (The Most Beautiful Moment In Life) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
17 May 2019
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"With every empty office and every light left on -- it only means that people have left, y'know? They've left, just for a while, to be with their families." He falls silent, before picking back up again. "These people, they're with people they love. People they're trying to love. Or maybe they're all alone in their shitty apartments -- but they're someone to love too, are they not?"
Yoongi exhales, and Jimin thinks he feels it expand, curl against his insides.
"Maybe these lights like the night."
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i think you're wonderful.
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your name has echoed through my mind (and i just think you should, think you should know) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
10 Mar 2019
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(Yoongi loves him in the dark.)
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(They'll pass out quickly -- Seokjin's nose nudged into the divot of the other's collarbone, two bodies wrapped up loosely between wrinkled sheets.
The house will fall to a still silence, like objects of affection holding their breaths in the presence of a love, unadulterated.)
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Most importantly, though, is the topic. (Jeongguk finds himself staring at the word for a while, as if all the little cogs in his head had decided to come undone and were lying on the floor pathetically.)
Euphoria.
("Remember," his professor calls out, as the clock strikes three and students begin to shuffle out of the lecture theatre. "It's about the moments, not transitions, or editing, or the flashy stuff -- it's about pulling out your phone the moment you realize you are smiling.")
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League of Legends, except you're way out of my league and I'm just a fool, really. (Ha, get the pun? Please date me) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 Dec 2018
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"Fuck, fuck you," Yoongi says, peeking up at him through his black hair. "You didn't tell me he was cute."
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Jimin's eyes are shut and Yoongi takes the chance to trace his features with his fingers, smoothing over thinning cheeks and the concaves of his eyelids and the bump in the arch of his nose.
"You got me, y'know?" He mumbles. Jimin opens his eyes again, tilting his chin up to blink at him.
"I -- I think that, for me, it'll always be you. I don't think I'd ever, I'unno, let myself walk away from this." His breath falls quiet, a whisper against Jimin's forehead.
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- Part 4 of Until The End Of Forever
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It's funny. Watching the video when it comes out, he sees what all the fans see. A seemingly-permanent frown, a laugh -- angry, angry. Black and grey and gold, fire swallowing the silhouettes of battered-up cars.
Here, the curl of his lips couldn't be more tender.
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- Part 3 of Until The End Of Forever
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Jimin stares at him, for a while. The corner of his lip curling, pushing the apples of his cheeks upwards until the dark browns of his eyes turns into crescents. He lets out a snort, and Yoongi colours.
"You going to write that into a lyric?" The blond male asks, voice tinting with mirth, swirling the cooling water in his mug.
Series
- Part 2 of Until The End Of Forever
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these hands had to let it go free (this love came back to me) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Sep 2018
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Something lodges itself in his throat, and he tears his eyes away from the curve of his spine. (Fuck you, Min Yoongi. Not now, never now.)
He focuses on the door. Focuses on the time, the fact that he's two minutes late to his meeting with some producer from overboard. At his reflection in the metal, at his stupid leather jacket and the stupid brand printed into his jeans and his stupid fucking face mask. (He looks small, miniscule, sinking into the back wall of the lift.)
Overhead, a loud noise rocks the small space, metallic and harsh, spreading fingers over the metal.
It's silent for a moment, before everything stops.
(When you're young, just to run
But you come back to what you need) -
Payment First (I'd Fail Calculus For You) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
21 Sep 2018
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"I'm not asking for money, dummy," Jimin says with a snort, reaching up to brush his crayon hair back. There's a twinkle in his eyes when they meet Yoongi's, and the elder feels pink creep up his neck.
"One compliment per half hour," Jimin says finally, resting his cheek in one palm, propped up on the table. Yoongi looks at him, a little incredulously, breath falling from his lips in a scoff.
"You're joking."
"I'm not," Jimin says plainly, the little shit. The corners of his eyes crinkle with his grin, that of a warrior who's got victory in the bag. "I'm a simple man, Yoongi."
(Fuck, he's really fucking desperate.)
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since forever (just let me love you) by sunshinejoon
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
26 Aug 2018
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It had always been like this. Yoongi, brightening; rounded edges and exposed gums. Jimin, softening; gentle waves of amber and crescent-moon eyes.
("It's not a burden if it's you, hyung." Hoseok's eyes stay on his hands, as he rinses out his cup and sighs. Voice an earthy quiet, he speaks. "You know that.")
(Yoongi, Yoongi knows.)
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- Part 1 of Until The End Of Forever
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Yoongi doesn't know where he ends and Jimin begins -- doesn't know if the stars could compare to the light swirled into his eyes, doesn't know if the giddiness in his chest is fondness or vertigo.
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Well -- Namjoon had always pointed out that Yoongi was especially susceptible of softening around Park Jimin. Much like sidewalk flowers under the sun, he supposes. A peculiar kind of unraveling.
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"It does feel like there's something missing." Keith admits, brushing stray tendrils of dark hair away from his eyes, leaning over to search for a hair tie in the bag he'd brought along to Lance's house. When he straightens back up to look at Lance, who'd suddenly gone silent again, he only finds the tan boy looking at him, sea-blue eyes flickering with something unintelligible.
"Yeah." Lance's voice is quiet, eyes staying on Keith's until the latter has to look away, neck flushed with a creeping warmth.