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  1. Summary

    Beautiful. Crushingly so. You look like the rest of my life. — Beau Taplin

    (or, an on-going series where Yoo Joonghyuk exhibits utmost, unconditional devotion in one way or another; pathetically, hopelessly in love with no one but Kim Dokja.)

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  1. Rec *

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    Sometimes, Kim Dokja doesn't feel real. Not to himself, and not to Yoo Joonghyuk.

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    30 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FINE just stab me i have my arms open

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    After seven years of overworking himself to revive Izuku’s dream, Katsuki is exhausted. To make some extra money without having to kill himself for it, Denki recommends starting a podcast with Izuku.

    It’s a stupid idea. It probably won’t even get approved by his PR agent. It runs the risk of Izuku discovering everything.

    But if it works? Maybe he’ll be able to afford a steak in a few weeks.

    God. Katsuki misses steak.

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    06 May 2025

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    will have 2 reread !!!

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    After the funeral of Yoo Joonghyuk’s parents, Mafia Boss Kim Dokja takes in the seemingly grief-stricken eighteen-year-old out of old loyalty and pity. But what Dokja doesn't know is that Joonghyuk’s sorrow is a carefully crafted lie—because long before the funeral, Joonghyuk was already obsessed with him.

    Now under Dokja’s wing, Joonghyuk learns to fight, to kill, and to lead. He earns Dokja’s trust, then his closeness, and finally—his body. But behind Joonghyuk’s loyalty is something darker: a possessiveness that doesn’t tolerate rivals and a hunger that doesn’t end with a kiss.

    As Dokja begins to fall, unaware of the obsession taking root beside him, power struggles erupt within the criminal underworld—and within his own heart. When jealousy and desire clash, Dokja finds himself stripped of control, and Joonghyuk proves just how far he’s willing to go to make Kim Dokja his.

    Dark romance. Emotional tension. Mutual obsession disguised as protection.

    Kim Dokja thought he was in charge.

    He was wrong.

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    10 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    If Dokja began to doubt—

    Joonghyuk would simply have to remind him why he had chosen him in the first place.

    Why, from the beginning, there had only ever been one person who could be this close.

    It was never about the throne.

    It was always about Kim Dokja.

    And Joonghyuk wasn’t going to lose him.

    CHEFS KISSSSS

    Joonghyuk stepped forward. “I used to wonder why you looked at me the way you did. Why sometimes, when I stood a certain way, you’d pause mid-sentence.”

    He was close now.

    Dokja backed up into the edge of the desk.

    “And then I remembered the book. That character you liked.” His hand came up—fingertips grazing Dokja’s chin, tilting his face upward. “I reread it. Three times.”

    Dokja’s knees went weak.

    EXCUSE YOU I WOULD FOLD TOO

    Kim Dokja had never imagined he could be possessive.

    But now, he was addicted to the way Joonghyuk wanted to be possessed.

    And Joonghyuk? He lived to be claimed—again and again—until neither of them could remember where one ended and the other began.

    RIGOSIFHSJD MY GOD THIS IS SOOO BEAUTIFUL. SOO WELL WRITTEN. What a feast. Almost forgot how muchhh I love Yanderehyuk but this reminded me of it. Aaaaghhh.

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    Katsuki hasn’t seen Deku smile since the hospital.

     

    He’s found himself waiting for it to appear on his face, that smile. He aches for it, searches for it, and aches even more when he doesn’t find it. He understands– how could he not? But it’s– unnerving. Fucking disturbing. He’s so used to having that stupid smile in his periphery, that he just feels off-kilter without it.

     

    Everything’s off, though. Like their lives have shifted just slightly to the left. Jirou lost an ear, Katsuki’s own arm is out of commission, and Deku’s–

     

    Everything’s off.

     

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    Katsuki and Izuku, after the war.

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    19 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Katsuki waits too. In his bed, staring at the ceiling, his digital clock blinking green numbers. For Deku to look at him and see him, not his corpse. For Deku to maybe possibly consider that by stepping away from saving the world and saving himself, he'd be saving Katsuki's world.

    DAMN

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    After their first mission post-new suit, Izuku forgets his wallet. Instead of biting his head off, Katsuki pays for Izuku's meal.

    It's a simple thing, but Izuku can't help but smile over how far their friendship has grown since middleschool. He doesn't think Katsuki notices.

    But he does.

    And it changes everything. (Or, five times Katsuki spoils Izuku, and one time Izuku gives him a gift with no pricetag)

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    03 Oct 2025

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    devoted katsuki spoiling izuku calling him princess being observant to his wishes and needs AUGHHH G AUGH.... i hate being single at times like this....!!!!!!