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    "Hollander..."

     

    Shane parts from his water to huff petulantly. "I'm fucking sick, alright?"

     

    Ilya steps closer, between Shane's legs, and puts a cool hand on his forehead. "Oh, sweetheart," Ilya sighs. There's this dark look in his eyes, but Shane is too tired to try and decipher it. He leans into the cool touch on his forehead and closes his eyes.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    “He did not move. Ilya stroked the loop of his arms and shoulders, back and forth, and settled one hand over Shane’s exposed ear so that Shane was in the most perfect isolation. No sight, no sound; only touch, and taste, and a happy combination of smells: salt and spit and misplaced eucalyptus. This was clean, so clean. Sweet and whole and familiar. Inculpably so. With his eyes closed and his head in Ilya’s lap, he thought solely of Ilya, and in his isolation, he could not distinguish the other man from himself.”

    Shane and Ilya bathe and decompress together following the confrontation with Shane’s parents.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    14 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Shane Hollander loved order. Everybody knew this.

    He had a routine for everything—a certain way he did his laundry, folded his clothes, brushed his teeth—everything was controlled. If it had a place, it was in its place.

    Which is why, he was so taken aback when he came home (a little earlier than expected), entered his bedroom, and saw what looked like the aftermath of a Kansas level tornado—with his husband standing right in the middle of it.

    (or, Ilya makes a mess in Shane and his bedroom, and Shane forces him to clean it up while he watches. And touches himself.)

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Shane wears Ilya’s jersey and he loses his shit.

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    11 Feb 2026