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A what if, where Hayden's accidental outing of Shane and Ilya happens while Ilya is in Russia.
“I didn’t even know I was feeling that this until today when Ilya sent me-,” Ilya. Ilya is with his niece. His niece who lives in Russia.
Suddenly, the whole world stopped. It felt like all the oxygen in the room had been sucked right out, Shane’s whole body went stiff, all the color drained from his face.
“Ilya sent you?” His dad said tentatively, sensing the rising tension.
Shane could feel the panic rising in his chest. It felt like his lungs were filling with water. The panic attack that everyone expected from the outing was now hitting, and not because he was outted, but because Ilya was. Because Ilya was outted, in Russia. Shane tried to control his breathing, squeezing his eyes shut, digging his fingernails into his palms.
“Shane, what about Ilya?” Yuna tried again, her voice calm. Steady.
“Ilya’s in Russia,” Shane croaked out, tears filling his eyes. By the time Shane opened his eyes, he could see that the color drained in the three of their faces as well.
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16 Feb 2026
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The idea of going into his first heat at the great age of twenty years-old has never been something Shane Hollander has grappled with.
Mostly because, up until the great age of twenty years-old, Shane was completely happy with his identity as a beta.
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Shane’s omega presentation is triggered by the one and only Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 1 of undisclosed desires
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16 Feb 2026
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“I need something now, but I need you to not run away again,” he said, now holding Shane’s face between his hands. Shane nodded.
He closed his eyes, furrowing his brows, kept his hands in his face, and said, out loud but not whispering, “Shane.” Ilya said his name like it could heal everything wrong in the world.
OR
what happened when Ilya stopped crying in the hotel room in Tampa.
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16 Feb 2026
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“Well?” He raises his eyebrows at Shane after waiting 10 seconds with nothing forthcoming. “What is it? Why you are not looking at me?”
“I just…I want you to fuck me.”
“Yes, Hollander. I do that all the time. I could be doing it right now. So what?” The ‘Hollander’ always comes out when they play this game. Ilya can feel the corners of his mouth turning up just a little bit.
“I just want…to wake up with you fucking me.” Shane says the rest in a rush while looking at Ilya’s hands and then turns his head slightly to judge Ilya’s reaction, same as he always does.
or, the somnophilia fic
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15 Feb 2026
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are you loyal to yourself in advance? by byulelle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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“Hollander has a fire lit up under them,” Wiebe agrees, but it isn’t quite enough just yet. They weren’t pushing just to score, they were pushing to widen the gap as much as they could.
“He’s fast,” Rozanov taps his temple. “And has very sharp eye for openings. Very smart with his movements,”
“I’d be weeping if I had someone like that drafted from my team,”
“All I am hearing is that you would make sure Hollander retires in this team,”
Wiebe smirks, “Maybe after a Stanley Cup or two,”
Shane finally goes toe to toe with Montreal under Ottawa's flag. The rookies are scared shitless, and his old team looks worse for wear. It breaks his heart, but there can only be one who holds the Stanley Cup. It wasn't going to be the Metros.
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15 Feb 2026