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    “I don’t skip meals just because I feel like it.”

    “Dah, yes,” Ilya rolls his eyes, throwing his hands up in the air. He feels insane. Shane not understanding his worth makes him insane. “Obviously. You skip meals because you don’t believe you deserve it. So much better, Hollander.”

    He knows it's the wrong thing to say the second the words leave his mouth. Shane, stunned in silence as all the air leaves his lungs.

    or, Ilya knows Shane's habits, and Shane is having a bad eating day

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane has been acting different lately. He can't sleep, no matter how tired he gets. He should be fine. He just finished his first ever season on the Ottawa Centaurs and has been openly married to his husband for almost a year now. He should be fine, right?

    He knows Ilya is starting to notice, but he doesn't know what's wrong with him, so he's just going to pretend nothing is wrong.

    Or, Many years ago, Shane Hollander was assaulted.

    fic title from "Abbey" by Mitski

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    23 Feb 2026

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    NHL ✅ @NHL

    You could say the game between @OttawaCentaurs and @BostonBears last night was #Untamed! 🐻🏒🐎

     

    Watch the full clip of @IlyaRozanovOfficial assisting @LucaHaasOfficial in the winning goal below! 🔥

     

    MONTRÉAL LOVER @ilovemontreal

    @NHL: you have bigger fish to fry I think

     

    Shane Hollanders love interest @ShaneHollandersBoyfriend

    @NHL: Taking sides already, I see.

     

    Gavin @Hockeyhockeyhockey

    @NHL: posting about anything but the video lmao

     

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    or; A video of Shane Hollander coming out to his team is leaked.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Hudson’s been smoking a lot. Connor’s worried about him.

    “You’ve been smoking a lot,” Connor said, joining him at the railing.

    Hudson hummed. “Dunno. Calms me down. I’ve been stressed, Connie.” His words slurred slightly. He’d definitely been drinking.

    The night air was thick, humming with music and laughter from inside, but out here it felt muted, like the world had been turned down a notch.

    “Since when do cigarettes calm you down?” Connor asked lightly.

    Hudson huffed a quiet laugh, eyes fixed on the city below. “People change.”

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Connor and Hudson reunite after three weeks apart. Three weeks where the media, the fans, and internet speculation have wedged their way in between them.

    Twitter had been going insane over videos of Connor and François. Hudson had seen the clips, the comments, the shit being sent Connor’s way. It made him furious.

    He hadn’t seen Connor in so long that even he wasn’t sure what was going on with him and François. If he was honest, the thought sent a cold jolt down his spine. Connor was, had always been, his person in the cast. François had Robbie and Nadine. He hated the idea that Connor might have found a new best friend in François, or worse, something more.

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