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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    Andrew doesn't ask. He never asks.

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    01 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    Neil's mother makes an ill-timed phone call before the holidays, just to let him know he shouldn't come around. He spends Thanksgiving at his boyfriend's family's house, spiralling.

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    29 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    “Yes,” Neil admitted, the truth stark, unavoidable, and horrifying in its quiet betrayal. “But I’d stay for you.”

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    In the Nest, trust isn't given. It's forged in shared violence and proven in silence. Neil learns the cost of his defiance is paid on Jean's body. Jean learns that the only thing more dangerous than Riko is the feral boy he's tasked with keeping alive. They are not allies. They are a closed circuit of cause and effect. They are partners.

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    19 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    04 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 61

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    “…He gave Robin to Damian,” Tim finally says.

    Jason freezes mid-step, like the world has lagged around him.

    “…What do you mean he gave Robin to Damian?”

    Tim sighs, letting the binoculars drop against his chest. “I mean, he didn’t ask me. He just handed it over.”

    Jason turns fully toward him. “You didn’t give it up?”

    Tim barks a humourless little laugh. “Why would I have done that?”

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    “What are you— would you stop trying to hit me?” Dick snaps.

    Jason laughs, bitter and sharp. “Remember all those times you tried to beat the shit out of me whenever I upset Timbers?”

    “You mean those times when I totally did beat the hell out of you?” Dick says, rolling his shoulders like it's nothing.

    Jason ignores that. Of course he does. Always has to act like he's better.

    “I thought I’d follow your lead,” Jason says.

    •··········•··········•
    OR: Bruce is back from the dead but that doesn’t mean all is well. Dick has fucked things up royally with Tim and Jason isn’t here for it.
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    Can be read as a standalone, but is a chronological follow-up in a series

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    01 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 81

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    “Malfoy,” Potter says. He sounds tired, not triumphant. “I need a favour.”

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    29 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    "He was Jean's misplaced forever partner, an unfulfilled promise Jean had stopped believing in years ago."

     

    Neil and Jean don’t talk about the things that hurt them, but they learn to share the quiet between wounds, cigarettes, and the memories they can’t outrun. In the slow hours of winter nights, endurance begins to look a lot like companionship

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    17 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    Jean and Jeremy broke up and that's fine, Jean is telling himself that's fine. But sometimes, when you're dealing with the emotions of a break up, things slip through the cracks. Like canceling the cruise you booked and now cannot get a refund for. But at least Jean has a friend in Neil who is happy to go on a couple cruise with him. All they have to do is pretend to be a couple. Should be easy, right?

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    14 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    They park, and Jean clenches his hands around the wheel. Neither alpha moves to get out of the car, and Jean speaks.

    "You will listen to what the Master and Riko ask of you. You will not talk back, you will play the position assigned to you, and you will do it well. You will not—" he risks a glance over at Nathaniel, quickly cuts his eyes forward again when he sees blue eyes shining back at him, "You will not cause any problems. Any failure on your part will be construed as a failure on mine. We are," he forces the sentence out through clenched teeth, "partners."

    Jean's time in the nest has been punctuated by various tragedies: his presenting as an alpha, Riko's own presentation, Kevin's and Nathaniel's departure. He'd thought that Nathaniel leaving was the worst that could happen--that is, until he returns for Christmas break.

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    04 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 66

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    Neil's body was damaged. His past left deep, deep scars on his entire being. Now Neil had to deal with the aftermath in the form of chronic pain. He thought he was doing just fine, but, apparently, he was taking "too many painkillers" and had to learn to "work with his body." After being forced to get a cane by everyone in his life, Neil must grapple with the next stage of his life; learning to live as a cane using omega.
    But how can he? After all, Neil wasn't allowed to be in pain.
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    AFTG omegaverse week day two: Nesting

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    07 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 85

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    Neil is fine. He’s probably in love with his best friend, but other than that, yeah, he’s fine.

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    06 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 27

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    Nathaniel did not ask to become betrothed to anyone, but when it's demanded of him for his public image, Nathaniel makes the executive decision that Jean Moreau is perfect, even if he is not what everyone else was imagining for Nathaniel.

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    06 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 76

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    Kevin remembers warning Jean off of men by using Jeremy’s story. He remembers killing his own attraction where it grew. He remembers staying awake at night, silently trying to carve the love out of him with Riko just a few feet away, asleep. He remembers using Thea in an attempt to fix himself.

    All of that was for nothing, because now Kevin is sitting between Jean and Jeremy, who are together. Sitting in front of Jean, and struggling to breathe normally with his body so close, radiating heat like a neutron star, a hand always moving back to Kevin’s hip. All of it was for nothing, because Jeremy is right there, so competent and strong and fucking kind. He won’t stop checking to make sure the ropes are comfortable, glancing up to smile every few moments like Kevin is even worthy of it.

    ———

    AKA: Jeremy and Jean practice their rope-tying on a visiting Kevin, who’s silently losing his fucking mind.

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    25 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    There are many similarities between what Jean and Neil have, and what Kevin and Jean have.
    Neil has a list:
    1) Kevin and Neil can both speak French (Even if Kevin is on a French ban at the moment)
    2) Kevin and Neil both spent time at the Nest with Jean (Kevin for longer, Neil more... trauma-forward)
    3) Kevin and Neil are both Strikers to Jean's Backliner
    And some more things Neil can't be bothered to list. All in all, Neil doesn't have much he shares with Jean that the Frenchman doesn't share with Kevin. But the things they don't share are more in Kevin's favour.
    1) Kevin and Jean speak Japanese
    2) Kevin and Jean share the trauma of living under Moriyama rules for multiple years
    3) Kevin and Jean have known each other longer
    The list goes on. But it's that first one that is the catalyst for Neil's pity party when the Foxes head up to California for a friendly get together with the Trojans. Will Neil be able to realise what exactly is the problem? Will he be able to sort it out before others take notice?

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    21 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 60

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    When he was eleven, Neil Josten and his mother spent two weeks living in the south of France with the Moreau family.

    Now, over a decade later, Neil comes face to face with the boy he left behind.

    Thankfully, their respective boyfriends are there to help them work through ten years of complicated feelings.

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    06 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 71

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    Andrew was always going to hurt Neil. It was just a matter of time.

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    31 Jul 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Knox, put your dog back on it’s fucking leash before it bites someone.”

    Jeremy freezes and looks quickly over at Jean sitting just to his right, preparing for the punch that is surely coming Adam’s way for insinuating that Jean Moreau be owned by anyone, but Jean’s face just morphs into a borderline maniacal grin that causes the hand twisted in Jeremy’s jersey to tense.

    “Don’t antagonize it then,” Jean snarls, his hand suddenly snapping out to catch Adam’s wrist in a bruising grip, bending it back until Adam’s face is twisted in pain. “And get your hand off my captain before I break it”

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    or; the jean moreau guard dog vision

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    25 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 73

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    Jena and his therapist agree it's time for him to work on getting into the water and working on his Aquaphobia. The thing is, Jean needs someone he trusts to help him. Enter Neil Josten.

    A bit of a platonic relationship study of my favorite forever partners as well as an 'outsider perspective' from Jeremy 'definitely not jealous' Knox.

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    26 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 43

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    Sometimes Jeremy forgot that being a Raven didn’t only mean pain and abuse. Living in such close proximity with Jean, doing what little he could to soothe some of the lingering wounds of Jean’s trauma- it all left Jeremy really only equating Jean's time in Evermore with the horrors. He knew, of course he did, that Jean was a phenomenal backliner- likely the best in the league. He knew Jean’s work ethic was unreal and his inborn talent essentially made him impossible to play against. Still, somehow he never really considered that there was still a core of his playing that was Raven even after he’d broken free of his instinct for dangerous plays.

    Jeremy has the opportunity to watch the remaining members of the the ' Perfect Court' play together. A mostly introspective character/ relationship study of Jean, Kevin, and Neil.

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    26 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 82

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    Jean accepts Neil and Renee’s offer to join the Fox line after Riko’s death. At first it seems like a good idea despite his conflict with Kevin, but then Jean shuts down and doesn’t let anybody in. Except for Neil.

    With the understanding they have since Neil’s stay at the Nest, they make a silent deal to go through this together. Neil makes it his goal to bring Jean back, hoping perhaps the dislikable boy he once knew is still there somewhere.

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    22 Jun 2025

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