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No, it wasn't a nightmare, but it might as well have been. Not that it hadn’t been good—quite the opposite.
Which, Jim realizes, is entirely the problem.
“Oh my God,” he groans, covering his face with both hands. His skin is alarmingly hot to the touch. “Oh my God, no. Nope. This can’t be happening.”
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22 Feb 2026
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there is very little left of me and it's never coming back by hundredsguns
Fandoms: Mouthwashing (Video Game)
17 Oct 2024
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Would he forgive him for this?
Yes, Jimmy thinks.
He's forgiven him for so much more before.
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01 Oct 2025
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House and Cuddy not telling Wilson they were back together was one thing. What really stung was that despite not saying anything to him about it, they were still making it incredibly clear to Wilson, specifically, that not only were they back together- they were back together, and they were fucking.
(or: cuddy and house pass wilson around like a blunt)
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- Part 1 of atomic number
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“This is Vicodin.” When Wilson says it, it’s almost a whisper. Slow, stilted, like the penny doesn’t really drop for him until the last syllable falls from his lips. “Voldemort’s been slipping you Vicodin?”
(s3e11 retcon- wilson realises it’s vicodin before he can give the envelope to house. house earns his pills.)
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08 Jun 2025
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特别完美的权力动态关系。sociopath sub家0和他成瘾性依赖的玩具家1、、美美do完life goes on。友谊确实是个包罗万象的概念
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Written for lgbtfest, prompt 1711. Jeeves and Wooster, Reginald Jeeves/Bertie Wooster, a public figure is arrested on charges of homosexuality, and the case makes Bertie and Jeeves, both of whom are hiding their true natures for the other, rather uneasy. A tense atmosphere develops in the Wooster household, and at some point, something (or someone) has to break.
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Kevin and Raymond talk in Raymond's childhood bedroom at a Holt family reunion
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23 Feb 2025
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Pale Grey Horse by x_____xXx_69420_DrakeFan_69420_xXX_____x
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
15 Jun 2023
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Jean had long since learned to submit himself to the intrusive voices, inevitabilities, and unannounced absences. He never even heard his own voice anymore - people merely responded to the empty space bobbing between his throat and skull. By all destinies and graces he should have died a long time ago.
But despite his best efforts to drift, sink, and disappear, something refused to let him go.
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15 Aug 2024
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[Try me, Kim said, the last time – days after he’d formalised his transfer, and they’d barely spoken since the hospital, but it had seemed like they should start over, the way professionals do, waving those days at his bedside into thin air like vapour – but he’d dismissed it with a shrug, though there’d been no judgement in Kim’s eyes, only a pensive semi-comprehension. And Jean had realised, belatedly, that it wasn’t the fear of not being understood, or worse, being condemned in that silent, staring way of his; but that Kim, paradoxically, was the only place that Harry’s ghost could not follow him.]
Kim, and Jean, and all his ghosts.
(and small kindnesses; and learning one another slowly; and living-room surgery)Series
- Part 2 of Relay out of Death
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15 Aug 2024
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06 Aug 2024
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Jean gets swept up in Kim’s horny power fantasies and enjoys the ride I guess.
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05 Aug 2024
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“If you could forget everything too, would you do it?”
“I’m not sure.” His hand slips down onto your chest. “Would you still be there?”
“Yeah.”
"Then… Maybe."Series
- Part 4 of Building on Ruins
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03 Aug 2024
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Harry takes a step back. Kim and Jean decide how to take things forward. Following on from the events in Backwards & Inside Out.
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- Part 2 of Rewind
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02 Aug 2024
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He was happy for them. Happy at least something good had come out of everything, that something could work out in this world. And if he went home to his empty apartment and twin bed, well, that was his problem. If he dressed in one of his nicer shirts, if he spent a while in front of the mirror arguing with himself over how pathetic it was to touch up his appearance for what was a casual fucking dinner with coworkers, it was his problem. He could handle it. It was worth it.
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02 Aug 2024
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In which Harry and Kim return from a week-long stakeout, Jean and Kim have a secret, Harry and Jean push each other’s buttons, and Esprit de Corps is a tattletale.
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31 Jul 2024
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God fuck. You *can’t.* You have to go. Out of the desolation seeping through stained floors, deep dark gunmetal aura crawling from under the bedroom door. In the bathroom cabinet, tiny pale bullets packaged for oral consumption. Out the window, a lethal drop from the balcony to the damp pavement. Leave this place before it swallows you.
You flee with nothing but the clothes on your back: a refugee of the uncaring sky, swirling and silent and of distant astral stone.
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31 Jul 2024
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COMMAND—He’s not wrong. You don’t give up anything.
RESTRAINT—That’s not how you were raised
COMMAND—You do not yield to anything or anyone. You never let anyone take from you. You can give up power, hand it away like you’re passing a baton at a relay, but it is on your terms.
GROUNDING—Okay, but you told them what you wanted, you talked this through, you are offering yourself with open palms.
VICE—Oh, but this is different, this isn’t stretching out on the bed for them, having your wrists held over your head, this is giving yourself over, completely, forcing yourself to be limp in their hands as they move you where they want and use you how they want.
NIGHTINGALE—It is unlike you. That’s how you know it could be wonderful.
(EDIT 6/16/22: Formatting cleaned up)
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30 Jul 2024
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There is a swallow in the old cinema and we are all a part of it.
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Harry gets lost in a swallow. Kim and Jean follow.
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- Part 1 of Tell Me, Am I Dreaming?
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29 Jul 2024
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“I thought we could maybe go out somewhere together. Somewhere people like, like us, like to boogie.” He gestures between the two of them. “And.” He gulps, suddenly unsure if this thing he’s about to ask for is normal or not. “I was thinking we could separate, or stay together, and you could meet someone, and I could. I could…” And under his breath, his face visibly red even from attempting to describe this fantasy, “… watch.”
“Ah.” Kim’s eyes widen.
“Or you could watch m-me! It could be equal. Oh god.” Tears spring to Harry’s eyes. “Is there something wrong with me?”
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28 Jul 2024
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He is never chasing after a suspect younger than 15 again.
The little shit had had the cheek to dip into a previously unseen turn at the edge of the field—had leapt with practice, used to the terrain, over a particularly large stretch of mud and filth, hidden in the dark unless you knew it was there. Jean had not seen it until he was face first in it.
Thankfully, the precinct’s locker rooms are blissfully silent at this time of night. The night shift are already in situ, so no one will be using the facilities likely until the day shift returns in the morning. He is lord of this particular domain for the time being and intends to make the most of it.
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28 Jul 2024
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The red beast reflected in their eyes by KaiMoriTits
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
22 Sep 2023
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EMPATHY [Medium: Success] – This partner of his, Eyes -- things didn't end well. It saddens him to say his name. Don't even ask. He wouldn't answer. Maybe some other small talk?
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28 Jul 2024